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Stephanie POV
Mother's be good to your daughters too 

" I am a good mother and I am a good mother " I repeat until I have given myself a migraine I gave my child everything she was perfect my perfect child I did as what any parent would do I was trying to protect my child I did what I was taught to by my parents Naomi just didn't understand that you couldn't win without any loses I had plenty I was far from perfect Naomi didn't know the world as I have growing up in the Elite. when I did it was much different much more painful my mother beat me until I couldn't slouch any longer she's hated slouchers I on the other hand had yet to raise my hand at Naomi until I did and I regret it instantly it broke my heart because I became my mother and I swear I would never raise my hand at  my child Naomi just didn't understand when she was being used she was so much like her my husband her father charles they were loving caretakers even though she had my mean streak her father had more of her heart then I did which meant she listened to him more which is understandable he spent more time with Naomi gave her whatever her heart desired he listened was patient with her I other hand gave her nannies and limited the people she could have in her life early on I put her in ballet to keep her busy I showed her how to carry herself around the Elite because she was the Elite she carried not just my reputation but our families reputation the elite who came before us built the elite which is how her father and I met we didn't have it easy and so I vow to not have my child put through the same but at what cost ?
" Charles it was a mistake giving her the trust fund so early that backyard married her for our money his family were practically homeless " I take a Tylenol and drink vodka because the stress isn't helping the headache " Steph she's our daughter I don't know how you two go to this point she's just like you so love her through everything she's going through my daughter made a tough decision to have an adoption "  I close my eyes knowing if he ever found out the truth our marriage would probably end he loves our daughter he loves her more than he loves me  and was I envious Of that sometimes  yes but then I wasn't he showed her the love I couldn't as a mother I knew when I got pregnant with her I wasn't going to be a fantastic mother and so I made the decision that nannies were a better fit that my ruthless aggression I had brewing inside me would be enough just to protect her that she wouldn't be crossed by anyone after all she was the daughter of Charles and Stephanie Porter and just our reputation alone was enough to make people fear our wrath " I want to protect her that what a parent does" I yell at my husband why couldn't neither my child or husband get that " honey you want to control her I think you should go back to therapy and I  say that because I love and I don't want to see you ever again in a depressing state " I nod understanding what my husband is saying giving away my son broke me broke us and for a while we weren't together I couldn't cope I almost killed myself and for years everything I did was for show until Naomi ,Naomi Is our love child she's suppose to be better than us and she will be no matter the sacrifice.

{ALL MISTAKES WILL BE FIXED WHEN THE STORY IS COMPLETED}
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