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" hey princess your ready ?" I nod getting in the passenger side seat of my dad's car today I'll tell him everything I have to save Idrissi " I made my decision daddy " he seems shocked but let me know I can continue " am to young I wanna abortion I made a mistake I just wanna move on fix my life focus on my goals my career you ,mom " I say bitterly having to call Stephanie mom now makes me wanna throw up Stephanie will never be my mother after this " my party is tomorrow so after that I wanna have it I'll leave for the abortion and then attend boarding school honestly daddy I want a fresh start and here in new York I can't have that I feel stuck and lost maybe Vermont can be that fresh start to a clean slate were I can refocus " he grabs my hand kissing it " are you sure princess I won't Force you I won't allow your mother to either if you wanna have this baby you can weather it be in new York or Vermont " I nod not able to talk I don't wanna give myself away so I just think about all the positive that Idrissi and his family will have and I smile he has a bright future he deserves it his family deserve it " yes daddy am sure " I whisper I lean my head on the window as he drive nobody talks the rest of the drive it's comfortable silence I could really use that somehow I end up falling the sleep I fell my dad shake me " princess princess" I open my eyes closing them quickly the sun's out it's really hot " come I had to stop at my office come up " I frown it's my dad's off day why would we hang at his office I shrug but agree to go up with him anyways as we enter his private elevator I sighs tiredly we head up to the 50th floor the elevator opens and all the air leaves my body " hey " I run quickly jumping into Idrissi's arms kissing his face I don't care that my dad stand right there I cry immediately not hiding any tears
" shh babe I'm so sorry " I hug for dear life wanting to attached my whole being against him never leaving " you kids talk I'll be in my office " I nod smiling at my dad he turns walking away " god I miss Naomi I fucking love I swear things got so fucked I got scared " he murmurs I smile not even mad at our breakup anymore none of it really matters now " you were prefect believe me " I utter he kisses me again " your pregnant " I nod not wanting to tell him the next part " I'll be there I wanna be there for both of you we can make it Naomi" he wipes my tears and I cry harder maybe in another life and another world him  and I could have been together happy living growing loving but it can't be in this one I kiss his hands " thank you Idrissi you have no idea what you did for me you made strong not only that but you help me become someone I actually like being god your were prefect I appreciate the love you gave me I promise I do but I .. I can't have this baby " I say and he breaks down right in front of me he kneels before me " I'm sorry please believe me " I hold onto his face " I can't am not ready to be a mother I can't ruin you two you have everything going for you I can't hold us both back we both deserve better I hope you can understand " I muttered he continues crying and I want so bad to tell my mother to go fuck herself and runaway with the love of my life but it isn't possible the elite won't let Idrissi off that easy " I'm moving for my senior year I can't stay here after everything " and her wraps his arms around my body holding me " we were perfect right ?" I nod smiling sadly really meaning it because what we had was it was prefect " can I come with you " and I cry as I hear his words shaking my head " no I just wanna be alone am gonna need time please don't hate me " I say praying to God that he won't after everything we both cry holding eachother " I love you " he says kissing my lips . 

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