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I have the power now so why do I still feel so powerless ?" I ask as I sit speaking with my therapist " After my breakdown Idrissi and I both thought therapy would be good not just for myself but for him too . Since we are now officially married we do couples therapy also it helps we are strong together I know that " Naomi you've had power already for those we love though we tend to weaken ourselves it's human nature we sacrifice " I smirk not that anything really funny it's just the since I found about my brother and I took over the backyard side I've wanted now more than to be destructive to destroy everything Stephanie built she because I can just because it's her turn to hurt it's her turn to know pain loneliness " I wanna burn down the world truly the only thing saving everyone from my wrath would be Idrissi I love him and I love the way he loves me truly am ready to move on but I know Stephanie isn't giving up doing our wars before she never bend the knee us Porters aren't really quitters so I know I have to finish me being her daughter doesn't change anything it actually make her more ruthless to prove a point "
he nods taking notes " thank god for Idrissi then if I am only alive because of him " I shrug
" Naomi you know first hand how it was being raised by Thee Stephanie Porter don't be her and don't let people suffer because of her mistakes let go of the pain you have already won you got Idrissi your in law school hell you known own part of Brooklyn and that's because of no one but you you did everything in more while still being raised by her she gesh while your dad wasn't the one who caused you pain doesn't mean he didn't know about it talk with him because while Stephanie has played a part and in so did Charles just because you don't get in between the fights doesn't make that person innocent love can make you blind " .

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" Fuck " I moan shower sex has became my favorite" I can die a happy man with my dick buried inside you wife " Idrissi holds both my legs up and apart while he continues to thrust his full length inside me wet and hard I can feel every inch of him he kisses my lips " I love you god I fucking love you " and tears almost fall I've been crying doing a lot of our sex it's soul touching we have never used protection to being with and I never wanted to " I love you " I cry out my talons digging in his back I know he have marks there for the next few days .
" I'm not hungry" I whisper as we lay in our bed naked I climb on top of him laying on as if he was my pillow Idrissi I'm horny again " I pout I know I won't get my way until he feeds me he smirks " babe you can't survive on just love making he kisses me while playing in my hair I sigh out in comfort " I wanna baby with you " and shock ness takes hold of my baby I've been secretly praying for the same thing
" I know you just got your internship and these last few months have been awful but I do wanna start our family it was taken away from us and that wasn't our choice so now I want us to have that if you wanna wit we can " and I kiss him because I want nothing more than to be with him to start a family with as a said because Idrissi really did save the world from my wrath .

{ ALL MISTAKES WILL BE FIXED AFTER THE STORY IS COMPLETED }
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{ OMFGG HAVE I MISSED WRITING I LITERALLY MADE ME SAD THINKING HOW LONG IVE BEEN GO THIS IS LITERALLY MY PASSION ITS WHAT I LOVE TO DO 😭😭
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