" you look beautiful omiy really" I try giving my mom the best smile I could even though I couldn't fucking stand breathing right now it just didn't feel the same without Idrissi my heart hurt badly and I didn't even wanna attend the mask ball but I knew my mother she wasn't gonna let me miss it " I was thinking since your birthday is a couple days after the ball me and you head to paris to our house in the hills to have girl bonding " I frown confused on why she acted as she wanted to really spend sometime with me like we really have mother and daughter bond my father probably talked her into knowing him " no thanks classes are already as hectic I just wanna focus plus we barely have a relationship it's more your forced to be my mother or deal with me " I shrug carelessly us going to paris wasn't gonna stop the pain I felt or stop me from loving Idrissi " You father told me what happened omiy I don't wanna say I told you so but I did that backyard trash he used you and dear God you have that boy your virginity, it's time to do better sweetie late the elite do elite things you have power sweetie use it " she bushes my hair leaving my room I stand in the mirror feel completely dead but my looks what tell you different tonight I'll dance laugh with my friends have fun I try telling myself you know that backyard sure turnt me into a pussy I knew my worth and I just didn't believe he seen my as worthless " beautiful just flawless I mean your beauty naomi it's poisonous to some" I smile seeing my dad enter my room " my baby girl my princess" I try not crying because I didn't wanna mess up my makeup and my mua already had left I wish Idrissi saw the worth that my dad did in me " thanks daddy " he walks over with a gift boxes two of them " these are yours I wanted your beauty to add on for them " I smile opening the first box it's earrings 24K gold there gorgeous he helps me put them on " they look lovely on you " I hug him already overwhelmed " I love you " I murmur he chuckles caressing my cheek " open the other one I had it made months ago " I nod opening the other gift box seeing my necklace " daddy you found it " I utter confused I looked everywhere for it " no I had it remade just with a little more diamonds and gold " i giggle I couldn't even tell how many there were inside on the necklace " how many " I ask curious " fifty karrots " I gasped shit I knew it's cost but at least to him I was worth it " the limousine in here let's go we gotta get out of here " I nod looking in the mirror once more " fucking smile cry baby " I murmur forcing a smile on my face remember my mother's words " Image is everything " .
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" Have a nice evening " I nod not taking Mr.Romttie hand helping me out the limousine it feels wrong even being around him now I know he knows because he keep giving me a look of petty and I wanted so bad to tell him to fuck off I don't get a shit about his son but I knew he didn't deserve it and plus I wanted to try my best take my mind off it walking inside seeing the beautiful setting makes me wanna cry because me and Idrissi were suppose to enjoy this together
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" Hey omiy " I turn seeing Corey and hannah the both look amazing to " damn girl you look totally fuck able " I smack corey arms " you do look eatable where's Idrissi" I shrug " Family emergency something came up" hannah nods drinking a martini I look at corey I know he knows am full of shit he's just not gonna call me out on it infront of hannah " where's Carter and Lindsay " I ask wanna change the subject " dancing I think they may actually fuck tonight " I chuckle hearing hannah words " excuse me cassio is here " I nod watching her run over to her date they're actually cute god I fucking hate it I can't stand couples and the fucking PDA " do you wanna get out here " I shake my head at corey questions he opens his arms hugging me I rush closer in his arms " I can't cry I don't wanna mess up my makeup " I murmur trying my best to get through this night " we just broke up with me without any explanation broke my heart while we were eating sushi " he comforts me " I'll kick his ass for you I have only been taking boxing lesson for a couple weeks but am sure I can take him but I he kicks me I might need your help " I giggle knowing he's only trying to make me feel better " no it's fine fuck him I probably was under some spell I don't love him I was crazy " I utter not meaning any word of it " it's ok omiy I glad you even took a chance and allowed yourself of the experience of love to be told I'll probably never am to much of a wimp " corey muttered " good evening ladies and gentlemen tonight we honor the elite legacy that has came before us and the will still be after our time we honor our founding members and those who give so greatly to us " I turn already annoying seeing my mother on stage everyone claps " and I wanna say thank you for the opportunity to allow new members showing them the elite are the elite that it's not just giving that hard work dedication can lead in to success we don't just honor those but we also like to give back this year we help feed world hungry more than any other organization he also took in southside high school children to help better the education to earn their place here me and my family and others out of the elite have even decided to pay thirty of the south side high school children tuitions to college " I frown want nothing more to throw up people really look up to her applaud her as she some fucking goddesses " ladies and gentlemen please grab a partner and find yourself on the dance floor for the annual dance I pull away from corey honestly not wanting to join in I don't have a date tonight I dump the guy with the dog name and Idrissi dump me I can't believe I go crazy over this mask ball every year when am not enjoying myself and am starting to hate everyone ever starting to feel like an outcast " come on omiy one dance you look lovely" corey grabs me back walking to the dance floor
Give me love like her 'Cause lately I've been waking up alone Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt Told you I'd let them go And that I'll fight my corner Maybe tonight I'll call ya After my blood turns into alcohol No, I just wanna hold ya Give a little time to me or burn this out We'll play hide and seek to turn this around All I want is the taste that your lips allow My, my, my, my, oh give me love My, my, my, my, oh give me love My, my, my, my, oh give me love My, my, my, my, oh give me love My, my, my, my, oh give me love Give me love like never before 'Cause lately I've been craving more And it's been a while but I still feel the same Maybe I should let you go You know I'll fight my corner And that tonight I'll call ya After my blood is drowning in alcohol No I just wanna hold ya Give a little time to me or burn this out We'll play hide and seek to turn this around All I want is the taste that your lips allow My, my, my, my, oh give me love Give a little time to me, or burn this out We'll play hide and seek to turn this around All I want is the taste that your lips allow
" I hate him corey " I murmur leaning my head on his shoulder as we dance " he chuckles " and hate stems from were you can't hate a person until you love them " I stay quiet because he's right but I won't let him know that stepping back I excuse myself having to throw up christ I can't keep anything down my stomach in knots I feel kinda dizzy all because of a fucking breakup I blame Idrissi I will never speak to him again " you ok omiy" I turn spotting hannah and Lindsay with worried expressions on there faces " am cool I just eat something bad " I utter the lie not wanna to know about the break up yet " just give me a minute please" they nod leaving seating on the toilet seat catching my breathe pulling out my phone i frown still seeing me and Idrissi on the front opening it I go to his number wanting to call so bad to ask him why I wasn't enough how could he just break me and leave pushing them thoughts in the back of my mind I goggle some water in my mouth pulling out a piece of gum fixing my makeup the best I can I leave the bathroom seeing samantha reedgers is currently on stage I spot Carter seeing him smirk at me and I know this night is about to get shitter walking quickly over to him " what the hell did you " I murmur not wanna to make a scene " I put itching powder inside her wardrobe and put a bag of coke in her purse I got Austin his father's gonna pull her parents car over tonight " he smiles wickedly really impressed with himself " shit Carter that was a little to far I was just thinking ruin her night fuck up her dress or something not send the whole dam family to jail " I whisper he shrugs " omiy there's no pauses doing a war " shit I try my best to get her attention to get her off stage quickly before she started scratching I have no doubt he put it all in her dress she rolls her eyes clearly thinking am trying to sabotage her performance I mean I was but no anymore she starts singing Say my name, say my name If no one is around you Say baby I love you If you ain't runnin' game Say my name, say my name You actin' kinda shady Ain't callin' me baby Why the sudden change Say my name, say my name If no one is around you Say baby I love you she starts scratching making a completely fool of herself in front of everyone I spot Carter laugh with a couple of other elite boys shit shit this is completely my fucking fault she start screaming the music stop her skin looks really red like she's having an allergic reaction to the the itching powder fuck " someone call in ambulance" her mother yells I can tell she's having an hard time breathing carter stand still drinking really amused my the whole think maybe ten minutes later the ambulance make there way on the scene taking samantha reedgers and her parents to the hospital " you fucking asshole she could have died " I pull carter into the hallway taking wanna anyone to hear own conversation " well omiy it would be your fault to do forget were I heard the lie from " he utters am completely surprised he knew I lie so what made him go through with it " I knew you were jealous of her an Idrissi god omiy am not an idiot " he's voice get louder " just remembered if I go down so do you so keep your mouth closed nobody no it was me as far as they know it could have been anyone here " he utter moving my hand off him walking back inside.
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