𝑽𝒆𝒍𝒗𝒆𝒕'𝒔 𝑫𝒊𝒂𝒓𝒚

Entry 5

Dear diary,

I found Veneer crying the other night. I felt bad cause I felt in my guts that it had something to do with me. And even though I am here cause of him. He still my brother.... I'm not proud what I did next but I felt like I had to cause someone had to make him stop crying. Obviously.

I tried comforting him. I didn't do it to well because I never comforted someone before I have always been the one to comforted. But non the less someone had to.

But once saw his face... I wish I knew how to actually comfort him. But all I could do was stare at the ground. Thinking.

I climbed back into bed and it finally started to hit me. Why would he be crying about me!?
What did I do to him?! He's the one hurting us I should be the one crying and he could be comforting me! This is all his fault after all.

I need to get to the bottom of this in the morning this makes no sense!
  
                                    Love
                                             Velvet

Velvets Prov

~In the morning~

How does he sleep so long in these kinds of bed?? There hard as a rock! Has he just gotten use to them? 2 1/2 weeks isn't exactly enough time for that though.

My patience is thinning with every minute that is going by right now. I bet he just laying in bed...
"Veneer" I whisper quietly. He didn't move "Veneer" I said in a more louder tone. He still doesn't move. "Veneer don't tell me you're getting depression no way I believe you're sleeping in these kinds of beds no one can." "Why are you even talking to me." He asked "I knew you were awake." "And?" He got up and turned towards me. "I needed to ask you something. About yesterday." I say looking down at the ground

"What did I do to you!?" I looked back up to him to meet his gaze. "What?" "What did I do to make you cry!? I should be the one crying this is all because of you after all!" I got up and started to yell at him.

"This is all Because of me? Yea I'm the one being ok with killing a living creature!" He shouted back " you were ok with it when it meant fame! You didn't try to stop me!" "I didn't try to stop you because it made you happy!" He yelled.

"What?" I asked "I went along with all this because I didn't want to let you done Vel. I just didn't know how to tell you. So in a way this is both are faults." He laid back and didn't say anything else and I just stood there trying to process everything.

( I finally figured out how to add some development in there relationship ty Waylor9 )