Love Me Please

Chapter 33

( There was complete silence in the room for some time. Only tears were coming out of both of their eyes .Seokjin was looking towards the window and kookie was looking at him. He just wrapped his arms and hugged his eomma warmly.)

Seokjin (hugged him back) : When I tried to stop him, you know what he said, he said I promised to protect you from everyone and I'll do that till the day I die.He made himself suffer 5 years of prison sentence to save his mom, which he never did. (crying his heart out)

( Kookie was hugging him and rubbing his back to make his eomma calm down while crying bitterly himself)

Kookie : How can people so cruel to someone? All of them have always caused so much pain and suffering to both of you. Aren't they all ashamed of hurting their own families?No, they don't deserve to be called family. (said with full of hatred in his eyes for them)

Seokjin : You know the reason for not believing love, marriage or relationships are his parents themselves.Coz of his parents,he's always seen that marriage or relationship brings only pain, sorrow and suffering. He doesn't even know what happiness or smile is coz we never gave him a chance to feel it.

( Kookie and Taehyung have seen or understood love and relationship only from one side. Kookie saw and knew only good things and taehyung only worse. It was his parents who made kookie believe in true love.Seeing his parents' unconditional love and respect for each other,he believed in true love and he wanted same kind of love in his life too.But taehyung never saw his parents happy with each other. With the help of his parents since childhood,he saw and believed that marriage and relationships only bring pain.He has always seen his mom crying coz of that meaningless marriage.He had never known or felt what love was.)

Seokjin : Instead of me feeding him,he used to feed me with his hands every day.Instead of making me sleep with his head on my lap,he used to make me sleep.Whenever they beat me,my tae used to apply ointment to me with full of tears in his eyes.While taking care and protecting his mom,he forgot to take care of himself.Whenever I tried to take care of him, he said I don't need care coz I'm okay mom.

( Kookie broke the hug and looked at his eomma. )

Seokjin : From childhood till today he has seen nothing but only pain, suffering, misery and sorrow .When he came out of prison after 5 years he had completely changed. He came out as an expressionless and emotionless person. When he went out, everyone started calling him a murderer and coz of that he didn't go out for a year and kept himself locked in his room and really started considering himself a murderer.

( Kookie started crying his eyes out )

Seokjin : He didn't tell me that after coming out,that Ah-jong had been still bothering him for the past 5 years and he continued to bear everything all alone.For the very first time, when my tae got a reason to be happy, that Kim Ah-jong couldn't tolerate it and snatched it away from him.He always tried to hurt and break my tae emotionally but he never succeed. But when he had to distance himself from you,he completely shattered from within. After so many years, he cried going away from you and losing you from his life.

Kookie :He cr..cried for me?

Seokjin :Yes, he cries for you every day. He is becoming hollow inside without you. He is slowly killing himself by being away from you candy.He isn't able to live without you.

( Kookie started crying bitterly. )

Kookie : Then, why did he di..distance himself from me? (said while crying his eyes out)