my girl

twelve

the next morning felt like it was all a fever dream for mirella. but when she felt lips against hers, she was so relieved that it wasn't.

"good morning." nervana cooed, pressing another kiss to mirella's lips.

"morning." she smiled, cupping her face softly. nervana just gazed at her before laying back down. mirella straddled nervana's hips and smiled.

"you know how happy i am that i can finally kiss you?" nervana smiled warmly before tucking her hand behind her head. the only thing she noticed different about nervana was she was a lot more touchy. she didn't mind it though, she loved feeling nervana's hands on her hips. it was quiet for awhile before nervana spoke.

"you remember blake's party?" mirella laughed.

"very, vaguely." nervana gazed at her.

"you remember talking to maya... about the girl." she didn't have to answer, her cheeks did it for her.

"was the hot girl, me?" she again didn't answer, instead just tucking her head into nervana's shoulder.

"i didn't actually throw up on my dress." she admitted.

"i was hoping maybe you were a little tipsier than you seemed... but even if you were you're still a good person." nervana smiled and kissed the top of her head.

"you could've just told me... after you had those drinks in you i wouldn't have touched you.... even if i was drunk off my ass." mirella laugh.

"i'm gonna go make breakfast... i'm starving." nervana nodded softly.

"let's go then." she sat up and followed mirella to the kitchen.
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tonight was their movie night at mayas house. mirella took her hair down from the two ponytails and pulled it all up into a bun. she wore her kerropi pajama pants and a black spaghetti strap shirt, wearing a black zip up hoodie over it incase she got cold. nervana on the other hand just wore her matching black sweat suit.

"can we not say anything yet... please?" mirella asked as they neared mayas house.

"of course." nervana agreed, looking over at her.

"any reason why?" her hand laid on mirella's thigh.

"i just... i don't know her view on these things, and i don't think she'd be too happy about me dating you... and i want to tell her myself, not let her find out... but i'm just not ready, yet."

"well, i'm sure maya is fine with gay people... i mean you told her that you wanted to sleep with a girl awhile ago at blake's party... that wouldn't be the part she's mad at... dating me, possibly." mirella could sense the unsure in her voice at the end.

"i thought you guys were okay?" nervana scoffed.

"she says we are... but i feel like she still doesn't like me too much." mirella hummed.

"i didn't know that... i wouldn't have agreed to come over tonight." nervana's thumb comfortingly rubbed her thigh.

"it's okay... i want to believe that maybe im just delusional, or maybe she just has a snobby attitude... i don't know, i don't want to be distant if that's just how she is." mirella rested her hand atop the blonds.

"maya used to be a sweet girl... but after you guys met we weren't too close anymore... she could have a lot of ill feelings and doesn't know how to get rid of." mirella pulled nervana's hand to her lips and pushed a few kisses to it as they pulled into the complex.

"maybe we could go to lunch and have another eye opening conversation like you guys did back in high school." nervana smiled

"maybe." she leaned over the armrest and cupped mirella's neck in her hand, pressing their lips together firmly.

"i hope i don't slip up tonight.. i got a taste of being able to kiss you freely, i cant imagine having to go back to not kissing you." mirella pushed their lips together for a quick kiss.

"don't worry... it's only a few hours." nervana's thumb rubbed her neck. she leaned in for one last kiss before turning to get out of the car.

"your ass looks great in these." mirella laughed while trailing behind nervana, giggling as the blonds hand's instinctively moving to cover her butt.

"don't you dare." she laughed while unlocking the door and walking in.

"hey." blake smiled at the two. blake would be hard to get past. he was always very hyper aware of what was happening with people, most of the time before they even knew.

"hey, where's maya?" mirella asked while sitting in front of him.

"she ran to go pick up our chinese food." mirella smiled and looked at nervana, asking a question to which she shook her head as the answer. they all chatted while waiting for maya to return. blake was getting more and more suspicious by the second. luckily maya returned after about fifteen minutes and they started the movie, which meant no more making conversation unless it was about the movie.

they watched disney tonight. first frozen, then princess and the frog... which was maya and mirella's favorite movie as kids. they used to think that they'd be like tiana and charlotte. they also used to think they kind of looked like tiana and charlotte. they lastly watched aladdin. blake was falling asleep and everyone else was tired, but they insisted on one last movie.

when aladdin ended maya and blake were out and mirella was getting close to falling asleep.

"let's go to my room." she whispered, rubbing mirella's thigh softly to catch her attention.

"will you carry me?" she whispered softly. nervana smiled, pressing a kiss to her forehead before scooping her up by her thighs. she carried mirella to her room and laid her in bed, grabbing the tv remote to create some back ground noise. she knew mirella couldn't fall asleep without it. even though she liked sleeping with only white noise at most.

"you did good tonight, not kissing me and all." nervana laughed while climbing into bed.

"glad i don't have to do that anymore." she kissed mirella deeply, pulling her in by her hips. when nervana pulled her closer mirella whined, pulling away with bright cheeks.

"i'm sorry." she whispered, pulling her hips back. nervana's smirk made her blush harder.

"don't apologize..." she pulled her back in and pressed their lips back together.

"we should stop.... i don't want maya to hear us." nervana smiled.

"no problem." nervana let her hips loose and laid against her chest. they watched tv for awhile, after half an hour she deemed the throbbing between her thighs way to intense to just go to sleep.

"are you awake." she whispered. nervana was a very light sleeper, she knew if she was asleep even her whisper might wake her.

"no." nervana looked up at mirella.

"what's wrong." she asked, holding herself up on her elbow.

"i can't fall asleep... i need you." nervana rubbed her hip softly.

"want to go home?" mirella shook her head.

"no, i can be quiet... i just want you, so bad." nervana smirked and climbed over top of mirella, her hands firm on her sides.