𝑴𝒚 𝑩𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅'𝒔 𝑫𝒂𝒅

15

When I said I'll wake up to him this isn't what I meant. Sebastian kept my leg up as he continued to thrust inside of me. This feeling will never get old. I love how warm his dick is inside of me.

I gripped the sheets and threw my head back, hitting his face. "Fuck, sorry."

"It's fine." He grunts. He throbbed inside of me and his movements got quicker. I breathed heavier and closed my eyes as I felt myself squirt. My body jerked and Sebastian pulled out. Shuddering a moan.

His cock smacked against my pussy lightly and I finally exhaled. Why does sex make me feel like I'm always low on oxygen? Sebastian set my leg down, kissing my neck and shoulder.

"You old pervert." I breathe out.

"Sorry." He whispers. I sighed and forced myself to sit up. I looked back at him and he rolled onto his back, wiping a hand over his face. He's soft. Maybe a quickie was his way of saying good morning this morning.

I pulled myself out of bed and ventured to his bathroom. I cut the shower on and got in. Cold water touched my body first before hot water settled. Gosh I hate that factor. Sebastian later joined me and hugged me from behind.

"Morning to you to." I grumble.

"Finally grew manners now?" He tease.

"Not quite. But you were no mannered this morning."

He grins. "I said I was sorry. I don't know what came over me to do that."

Thing is. "I liked it."

"Want me to wake you up like that every morning?"

"Don't go around getting cocky."

He just grinned and we showered together. It all felt so normal. It's like we always did this. Like how couples do. After our shower we brushed our teeth and got dressed.

"Where are you going?" He asks.

"To my room to change."

He snorts. "Why do you need to change?"

"Oh I don't know, maybe to keep my friend from going, "why are you wearing my dad's shirt?" whenever she decides to come home." I explain with a sarcastic smile. He rolled his eyes and shook his head.

"Yeah yeah, whatever."

"And you need to wear a shirt to cover all of that up. Oh, and thanks for keeping the hickey's in the mid area." I blew a kiss at him and left for my room.

I met Sebastian downstairs in the kitchen five minutes later and went to the fridge. I felt his hand on my waist and crotch brushing against my ass. I leaned up and he kissed me.

I kissed him back, fully turning around. We stood there kissing like we didn't just fuck not too long ago.

"It feels normal doesn't it?" I ask. He nods.

"Yeah, it does." There was a shift in the air as he pulled away. Sebastian shook his head and propped against the counter as if to be in deep thought. I grabbed a peach and closed the fridge, waiting for him to say something.

"Do you think we should stop this?" He asks suddenly. I took a bite of the fruit, thinking about whether this question should be an obvious yes or a hesitant no. Thing is, I know it's been a short period of time, nearly a month, but I'm not sure I want to stop.

He takes care of me. He cooks, in here is always clean, sex is amazing and I just...I don't think I want it to stop.

"We should." We should, before Neah finds out or catches us. I gazed at him and Sebastian nodded slightly.

"Yeah...maybe we should."

Silence. We stood there staring at each other for what felt like forever. So much so that I felt myself tear up. That hurt though, thinking about stopping. I grew too attached to this man.

"But we can't, can't we?"

I shook my head as tears fell down my cheeks. "No." Sebastian made his way over to me and wiped my tears dry.

"We'll be fine." I sniffled and his gently gave me a kiss, hugging me after. This is what I mean. Comfort. I've never gotten used to it until now.

The front door slammed shut and Sebastian quickly pulled away from me. My heart skipped a beat and I left the kitchen in a leisure manner before skipping upstairs and disappearing to my room.

I don't think I can agree to end this. I feel different.

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All of these close calls are driving me closer and closer to a panic attack. Neah walked straight into the kitchen and hugged me. It took me a bit by surprise but I eventually eased into it.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm sorry for last night dad."

Oh, this again. When Neah came up to my room we had a talk. It was very touching and I'm surprised I didn't cry.

"Sweetheart it's okay. It just woke me up is all. And I told you before that I agree on what you said. I should start dating again."

She pulled back and smiled. "I'm proud of you. And mom would be proud too."

"I bet she would."

"Nick got attacked last night." She explains.

"What?"

"Yeah. He said the reason why he left was because his mom called him for an emergency. He stopped for gas but got mugged. I told him to be careful."

I knew Beck did it, maybe Nick didn't want her to know that he got his ass handed to him by a girl. I know Beck isn't weak either. I just want to know why she did it exactly.

"Are things good between you and Beck?"

"I'm going to talk to her now to tell her sorry about last night. I thought maybe she did something she hates Nick."

"Can I ask why she hates him?"

She got quiet. This must be very serious then. "Neah, if this Nick kid is dangerous

"He's not dad. He just...told me something about her that she maybe didn't want me to know and that made her hate him."

"Is that a lie to cover up the truth?"

"It's not. I'd never lie to you dad."

Yet you just did. I smiled and nodded. "The trip is in four more days. So whatever it is do it now okay? I don't want there to be tension."

"I will dad, thanks." She gave me another hug and I hugged her back. Hopefully this planned trip doesn't go up in flames.

Neah began walking off but stopped. "And dad, can I stay over at Nicks until the camping trip?"

I was about to protest until I remembered Beck. "Sure. Do anything you want."

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