October's Sunshine • Jeong Yunho

06

Soomin wasn't able to make any move as Yunho approached her first. He had a mad but devastated look on his face.

"Soomin can we talk? Alone." He said and cleared his throat.

The girl nodded and went along with him to a corner.

He sighed and finally spoke. "First of all, why are you ignoring me? What have I done to you? What happened between us?"

Soomin looked away and stayed silent. She didn't want to argue or anything at all but he started all of it already.

Moments passed by and the silence grew up.

"Look at me when we talk, please. And answer me." Yunho growled and put two fingers on her chin making her face him.

"Yunho..." She started and felt her face getting red and legs weak.

He raised an eyebrow.

"I don't want to argue or talk about all of this. I don't think it's any of your business why I am ignoring you." Soomin finally said and took his hand away from her chin.

His cheeks got hotter from the tension and anger and he clenched his teeth, looking away and rolling his eyes.

"We have known each other for 10 years. Our parents have known each other for many years. We never argued at all and didn't have problems so what the hell is happening now? I don't understand you at all. Do you like me? Is all of this shit because of my relationship with Dahyun?" He shouted and made a step forward.

Soomin laughed ironically and looked him in the eyes.

"Oh be fucking serious Jeong Yunho. All of this shit isn't because I like you or how you're assuming I do, nor because of Dahyun. You know, I don't even know why I have to give you explanations. You don't give a fuck about all of this in general." She yelled and turned to walk away but Yunho took her by the arm and pinned her to the wall, holding her tight.

"Do not fucking yell at me Song Soomin."

That was the cherry on top. Tears started running down her cheeks and she was destroyed at that moment. The boy she liked for so much time and known for so many years yelled at her and made her feel like trash.

Yunho's face softened when he saw Soomin's reaction and slowly let go of her.

In response, she nodded and weakly smiled, then spoke in a soft and silent tone.

"Thank you, Yunho for making me realise how horrible I am once again."

those words instantly were inserted in his head like they were glued with super glue. That was the moment when both of them were broken and destroyed and realised the reality.

Soomin ran directly to the bathroom, something falling from her purse. Yunho picked it up and realised that it might have been the last time he talked to the only person he loved, Song Soomin.

In the bathroom, Soomin locked herself in a stall, tears streaming down her face. She felt a mix of emotions — hurt, anger, and the overwhelming weight of the situation.

Meanwhile, Yunho stood still in the corner, contemplating the gravity of what just transpired. He looked at the item he picked up from the floor — blades hidden in a lipstick.

Realization hit him like a ton of bricks.

After Soomin calmed down a little bit she searched for the blades in her purse but couldn't find them. Then she realised they had fallen when she ran from Yunho.

She sighed and sat down on the cold floor, leaning on the wall.

"I only have this blade left I guess..." She whispered as she took out a small blade from her phone case.

She smiled as cuts were made on her arms and hands, slowly getting to the veins.

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"Girls I will be back in a second I'm going to the bathroom to fix my make-up." Dahyun said as she left her table.

In the bathroom, she saw blood on the ground and heard sniffing. She approached the stall from where all of these were coming and opened it somehow.

Her face dropped as she saw Soomin on the ground.

"S-Soomin?"

The girl looked up and dropped the blade, tears going down again.

"Dahyun..." She weakly said and started sobbing in the girl's arms.

Dahyun sat down beside her and comforted her.  "Everything will be alright. Calm down, darling. Stay here I'm gonna get the boys."

Soomin hesitated at first but finally agreed.

After some minutes, Mingi and Jongho entered the bathroom in a second and hugged Soomin tight as she cried her whole heart out.

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While Soomin was getting comforted in the bathroom, Yunho was now sobbing in Soyeon's arms. He didn't know what to do at all anymore.

"I just want to end it all. I want to go back in time and make all of these not happen." He sniffed and Soyeon patted his back, calming him down.

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guess whos back with a depressed chapter that has nothing to do with the title🦅

anyways leaving the joke aside i was in a horrible write block for 20 whole days, the ideas just didnt came for the book😞

but now lets hope they will come back (send help its just chapter 6 from 15 and im already gonna kms if soomin didnt /srs)