one shots 911 and supernatural

The undone and the divine

Ever since the roller coaster incident, Buck hadn't felt himself. He tried therapy, but he wasn't sure if that exactly helped. All he did was sleep with her and then went back to work. Bobby could tell he was still struggling. He invited Buck to his church, no pressure no commitment. Buck decided to join him at Sunday Mass, and now he follows along with Bobby every Sunday. It just became a routine, he couldn't say if he exactly believed in religion but it was nice to feel included.

But today felt different to Buck.

After sitting down next to Bobby he noticed a new priest there. He's gorgeous. Stunning eyes that spark with light, with goodness and purity, and -sin- and Buck immediately turns red with lust. He knew this church didn't demonize his sexuality but it felt different when he was gushing over a man of god.

.

Buck went again that next Sunday, and he was there. Strong, clean jaw and full lips that sing benedictions so sweetly. Those dark brown eyes and ever so perfectly sat hair. Buck couldn't help but wonder how sweetly those pink lips would moan his name.

Buck needed the priest clinging to him, coming over and over until he forgets God's name, and it's replaced with his.

He slipped into the confessional.

"Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned."

"Name your sins, child, and atone."

And Buck nearly choked on his next breath, because he recognized that voice. He has since learned the Priest's name, Father Edmundo Diaz.

Buck bites his lip hard and begins to confess, and it's explicit, lewd and he's probably (definitely) going to hell, but the soft, harsh breaths of Father Diaz seated next to him keep him anchored there. Buck knows he should interrupt him, should tell Buck to show the Church some respect and seek penitence in the privacy of his own home. But Father Diaz doesn't, and he sits there, breathing harshly as Buck weaves a sinful tale of the lustful thoughts he has of him.

When he's done, both men are left breathing hard, and Father Diaz's voice is rough as he assigns Buck 10 Hail Marys and a passage of scripture about resisting the temptations of the flesh.

Buck keeps these in mind and seeks forgiveness when he's alone in his bed, but his hand finds its way between his legs and he's sure the devil has taken hold of him for how quickly he reaches orgasm.

The next day, he goes back to confessional. Buck swears he is being drawn there by some higher power, but whether it's heaven or hell, he couldn't say.

Of course, it's Father Diaz again, Buck has this planned now. This time Buck pleasures himself as he tells him the long, detailed fantasy that Buck has of him absolving him of his sins in front of the whole congregation. The debauchery of a punishment has him coming, hard, and Buck has to bite down on his fist as he softly moans out, "Father," quietly in the private space of the confessional booth.

Father Diaz moans out a broken cry, and Buck can't help but wonder if he was indulging in the pleasure as well. He sends Buck away without even a scripture tonight, and he feels guilty, but not guilty enough to stop.

The next time it happens, Father Diaz sucks in a breath as soon as Buck says the words, "Forgive me, Father," but when he changes the second half of the sentence to "for I am about to sin," he keens softly, an aroused, defeated noise.

And neither of them is sure how it got to this, but Buck is here sucking him off in the confessional booth, defiling this holy place with his sin, and it's never felt so good.

Father Diaz is raw and fresh and Buck knows he's never been touched like this by another person, but when his trembling hands find their way between his legs, that thought excites Buck even more. Buck is enjoying corrupting this man. The prayerful way he says Bucks's name as he brings him to orgasm has Buck feeling clean and pure, despite the sinful nature of his activities.

This becomes a regular occurrence, Bobby couldn't be prouder to see Buck fall so in love with the church. Eventually, the confessional quickies aren't enough for both of them anymore, and Buck decides to approach him after evening service one day, once most of the congregation has gone home.

Father Diaz looks up when he hears a knock on his office door, and Buck barely can stifle a groan as his beautiful eyes widen in surprise, then darken with heat.

In moments, they're on each other, frantically grasping and touching and licking and before Buck knows it Edmundo has him bent over his desk, his rosary slung around Buck's neck and he holds it tightly against his airway in a way that sets Bucks whole body aflame. Never enough to choke, but a gentle pressure that has him thrumming with need and leaving Buck to make a plaintive, begging sound. Father Diaz takes mercy on him, and Buck is so very grateful when he touches him where he desperately needs.

"Forgive me, Father, for I am sin" Buck whimpers feeling his hands over his growing erection.

Father Diaz laughs a lustful husky laugh, "Don't worry, my little lamb.. You'll be forgiven."

Trembling hands caress Buck's hips as Father Diaz guides himself inside Buck. Both men left breathlessly groaning as Bucks's hands gripped the cherry wood desk. He clenches around Father Diaz, and he begs God for his forgiveness as he presses into Buck, body surging with need when he says Evans's name like a prayer, just like in the booth.

It doesn't take long for either to reach orgasm, and he gently lifts Buck up onto his lap, holding him gently as he comes down. The tender, sweet kisses have tears springing to Bucks's eyes.

Wordlessly, they both clean themselves up, and when Buck heads for the door he stops and looks back, searching for guilt or shame in those captivating eyes of his. Yet Buck finds none, only tenderness and affection, and with a smile that's equally gentle on Bucks's part, he leaves.

Both of them can't wait for this to happen again.