Family Don't End In Blood

Could Have Been Me (E)

Not knowing where Cas went made me and Dean both worry, but we'd just have to wait for him to call. It wasn't unusual for him. I just wish I knew what he was thinking.

After dinner everyone sat outside around our fire pit before the sun went down. The kids roasting marshmallows as I passed around the photo album telling everyone about my secret daughter and our discovery. Everyone was supportive as always. No one pushed, we talked about family and our pasts.

We were all so normal now. Even with our ties to the supernatural. Just one big extended family now. Sam and Addy having a baby of their own, Jody and Bobby with their adopted kids. Even deans parents with Molly.

As things were winding down Bobby motioned for me to walk with him for a moment. I joined him as we walked along the fence down to the barn. He'd taken up the hobby of horses and seemed to spend a lot of time out there.

"You could've told me you know, back then, in Japan." He said rubbing the face of the paint pony he got for Kelly.

"I couldn't, I didn't, I used magic, I blocked every memory of her, so I wouldn't look for her. Freddie didn't want to forget, that's why we had to split. He staged a breakup for me." I said as the horse nudged me.

"If you ever need to talk about it, the things you couldn't tell Dean or Cas, I'm here. I know you love those boys, but" he said waiting for me to finish the sentence

"I loved Freddie too." I said as Bobby nudged me.

"I love Jody, doesn't mean I don't still miss my first wife. Love like that, it never leaves you." Bobby just sighed.

"Thank you." Was all I said as we walked back to join everyone. Jody giving him a silent nod.

While everyone was still having fun roasting marshmallows and teasing Claire and Jo about the house I pulled Dean to the bunker. It was a ten minute walk from the house to one of the hatches. Me and Dean made it in five racing.

"No fair, you cheat" Dean panted out with his hands on his knees.

"Nah you're just old." I laughed nudging him.

"Says the grandma." He poked back.

"You take that back." I hissed as I playfully hit him. His only response was to grab me and kiss me.

What started as a playful peck led to me not letting go. It had been so long since it was just he and I. Even though we were all happy together, we still had stolen moments. Dean and I used to turn our anger and emotions into passion. Cas had hard lines in the bedroom, and we never have.

Within a minute my hands were pinned above my head. Dean crashing against me. I didn't fight it. I just surrendered to his control as he bit my neck. He held my wrists with one hand as his other ripped my blouse from my chest.

The sound of ripping fabric gaining a devious grin from Dean. He took the tattered strip of fabric and wrapped it around my wrists binding them together before throwing me over his shoulder. Leaving me playfully protesting as he carried me.

"You Sloan Winchester have been a very, very bad girl." He seductively scolded as threw me on our old bed.

"Oh no, what ever are you going to do to me?" I playfully mocked.

Dean let out a growl before putting his hand around my throat. It had been so long since he hadn't held back with me. His grip tightening as he leaned down, his lips almost touching mine.

"I'm going to do whatever I want." He smirked as the words left his lips pulling away before he kissed me.

My hands still bound he took his belt off running it along my exposed skin before using it to tie my hands to the headboard. He smiled the entire time as he hovered over me on his knees. His now unbuttoned jeans in my gaze.