liking you feels so new —
it's calm, it's pure, it's raw, it's true,
it's loud, it's comforting, it's confusing.
and for the first time in my life, i got afraid of my feelings.
i got afraid while thinking:
how deep can my feelings go?
how wide can it grow?
how will i go back up if i fall hard on the land?
how will i stop if it goes out of hand?
but in the midst of being afraid,
i decided to let my feelings go straight.
despite having millions of what ifs,
if it's you, i'm so willing to commit and take the risk.
— nnyl
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poems i wrote but don't have the courage to send
Poesíai believe that there's an invisible string that ties you to me, because what are the odds of seeing you in that place unexpectedly? i believe in psychological facts and theories, the ones which make me think that you also like me. the gaze, the body...
