is it just me or are you also waiting for me to arrive at school when you're the first one to arrive?
is it just me or are you also looking around the school spaces trying to find where am i?
is it just me or are you also finding me every time there's an event in school and i'm in the midst of the crowd?
is it just me or are you also observing the way i talk and laugh?
is it just me or are you also worried when you see my mood changes?
is it just me or are you also thinking that we are something and not just some mere "highschool phases"?
is it just me or are you also putting meaning in our little interactions?
is it just me or do you also want me to look at your direction?
is it just me or do you also feel the connection?
but what if it's just me?
what if it's just all in my head?
and maybe those eye contacts and stares that we shared were nothing,
maybe those signs that i ask to God that didn't go with what i want means something,
maybe it's just really coincidence and not serendipity,
maybe it's just me.
and i guess we're not something,
i guess we're nothing.
— nnyl
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poems i wrote but don't have the courage to send
Poesiai believe that there's an invisible string that ties you to me, because what are the odds of seeing you in that place unexpectedly? i believe in psychological facts and theories, the ones which make me think that you also like me. the gaze, the body...
