hopeless

Chapter 18

Nicholas's pov:

When zion finally shuts her pretty mouth she slowly fell asleep I'm still laying on the sofa my mind going wild with the thoughts of zion..

The feeling of her soft smooth skin under my lips.. I sighs and turns on my side to face her.. She's already asleep peacefully.. Im already craving her like hungry dog..

I sighs and turns my back at her so I no longer looking at her.. She makes me feel things I never felt toward a woman.. I never had a serious relationship in my life my teenager life wasted in training and being ready for the leader of a mafia clan after my father..im still craving that teenage love that everybody had in that age..

The only thing I had with a woman was having one night stand and flirting in the bars...i never felt anything else for them.. Whenever with a woman I got what I wanted I mean sexual activities

I leave without anything else and having a disgust feeling even the sex was good or is gonna be good.. It's because I'm just using these sluts who's their thighs gets wet just by having me around..
After my mothers death I never felt much emotions.. It's rather anger or annoyance.. I only care about my family members and now I somehow care about zion too,which makes me go insane because I'm not supposed to care about her.. Thinking about all of these I slowly drifts off..

Waking up slowly hearing zion yelling at one of the guards in front of her room she's leaning her hand on the frame door to balance herself

"who the fuck are you to not letting her get in and be disrespectful!" she yelled at the guard who's looking down at the floor with a shameful face and Angelina is leaning against the wall next to the bodyguard..

"what's happening" I mumbled and sat up on the sofa.. Not zion and none of them could hear me

"if you touch her again I'll kill you myself" zion demanded and grabbed Angelina's hand then pulled her into the room and slams the door hard..  her dominance and the way she bosses around turns me on.. Angelina's gaze goes on me and her eyes widen

"daddy!" she exclaims I rolled My eyes and lean back to the sofa still sleepy I noticed zion is walking back to her bed.. She seems angry annoyed and sleepy

"something happened?" I said while looking at zion

"no" zion answered coldly and sat down on the bed running her hand through her hair while looking at her wounded arm..

"she's angry" Angelina whispered to me and sat with zion

"why she's angry" I asked Angelina since the goblin doesn't answer and doesn't even look at me

"because one of your Bastard pushes me away from the room and yelled at me" Angelina explained and grabs a big bag then puts on zion's bed

"he probably didn't know who you are, why she acts like a jerk" I said to Angelina knowing zion glaring at me as if she kills me anytime soon

"train your dogs better" zion hissed and looks away from me

"did you get what I wanted" zion asked Angelina,then she noded and unzip the bag she pulled out a leather knife bag and hands to her

"there the knives my beloved" Angelina said sarcastically zion took the bag and puts it on the nightstand while I'm sitting on the sofa sleepy as hell but I've noticed alot zion uses knives more than gun or any other weapons as If she had an insane obsessive about sharp things..

"there's your clothes" Angelina said and. Pointed zion's clothes in the bag

"good" zion said

"theres your other stuff like tooth brush,hair brush, ties, tissues, socks and other important stuff" she said and zipped the bag then puts it on the floor