hopeless

Chapter 29

Nick's pov:

I woke up from the sound of my phone, it's on mute but keep buzzing and I think it's going for ages, I opened my eyes and I felt trapped in zion's arms, she's peacefully asleep, holding me tight as if she's scared to loose me, she's afraid if I slip away from her touch,

I slowly and gently pulls her arms away from me, I sit up on the bed, zion turns and toss abit but eventually she settled down, I grabbed the phone and it was aivan I pick up, while getting up walking towards the window..

"what" I said in a hushed tone, not wanting to wake zion up, the poor girl haven't slept in god knows days, neither of us, the most comfortable time I slept in the whole two months was this few hours in her arms, as much as I hated to admit, she's just a ball of pure comfort..

"why the hell you're talking like that" aivan snapped on the phone..

"she's asleep" I said

"you're staying in the same room as her?" he asked, sounding confused

"yes jerk do you think I trust her alone staying after what just happened" I hissed through my teeth try to be as quiet as possible but the asshole keep making me blow off, I clenched my hand on the phone while holding it to my ear,,

"that make sense" he answered

"I'll get her back to America when she got a little better" I said

"good I'll have fun in Italy for tonight and leave tomorrow" he said

"do what you want" I said and hung up the call.. Not wanting an cheeky answer or shit, I take a deep breath and looks over my shoulder, seeing her still asleep, she's like an injured bird, my heart aches for her, still I feel so much rage, she's still in my shirt I noticed she's wearing my boxer,

I chuckles quietly to myself and shakes my head in disbelief, she's so adorable if we ignore how bitchy and bossy she is, I couldn't sleep, I can't sleep more, I don't feel like sleeping but my body aches for hers, and I really hate how these feelings from hate changing to pure concern and more feelings I don't want to admit, am I falling for this goblin?,

I walked up to the mini bar in the hotel room, grabbing a bottle of whiskey and pouring some, I sit at those high chairs leans my head against the wall near me, my back now facing her and the bed..

I haven't been with anyone ever since I had the first kiss from her, the moment I felt her lips against mine I felt like everyone else in the world disappeared and it's just her, zion..

I sigh in frustration and sips the whiskey, buring down my throat.. Everything is so stressful these months I get attacked non stop by enemies more than the years before, and here zion is, she got hurt multiple times and drain her more and more, she's such a strong woman powerful and she has her hands on everything, alot fear her but alot wants her power, taking her place and destroy her completely yet they never get to get rid of her , she somehow always survive, I was about to finish my whiskey and I hears zions low voice I froze in my place, did I wake her up? I quickly look back and puts down the glass on the table, I rose from my seat

"zion?" I called her out, walking to the bed, I hears soft sniffles and heavy breathing from her which make me weak in the knees

"my body hurts so bad" she whispers, trying to sit up on the bed, I quickly turns on the lights and rushed to her, she's sweating and breathing heavily, she wasn't much conscious, my heart beating heavily against my chest

"tell me whats wrong? Where does it hurt" I asked and pulls away the sheets from her, her wounds bleeding again, she's in a bloody mess, I was about to have heart attack, I cradles her in my arms, she snuggles onto me tightly, sobbing out of pain, I grabbed my phone and quickly calls aivan

"get a doctor now" I shouts I couldn't hold back any longer I wasn't gonna Watch her bleed to death and scream for help, mercy

"I'll - I'll get it right now" he Sutter in fear, sounding worried, I hung up the call and throws my phone on the bloody bed, I pulls her into my lap, wrapped my arms around her, she sobs against my chest, wrapped her legs around my waist, her arms tight around my bare torso, her tears wetting my chest, I was breaking at this point

"you'll be alright yeah? I called, they get doctors" I try to be as calm as possible to her, trying to calm her down but her sobs only got louder, I didn't know how to deal with it, how to stop her pain, I wish I could kiss away her pain but I couldn't,

I was so helpless that was frustrating me, I rubs her back gently try to calm her down but I felt the wetness on my hand I looks down seeing her blood on my hand, the wounds on her back bleeding too, my breath hitched and I quickly pulls my hand away from rubbing her back, avoiding any contacts with her wounds.. After a few seconds suddenly her sobs stopped, which caught me off guard, I could feel myself freeze at this point,

"zion?" I calls out my voice cracks
I lift her head up, her eyes closed.. Breathing faintly, I felt my body shiver, I hugs her tightly, so tight that I could hear her heart beating against mine.. After a while the door knocked, repeatedly, louder and louder,