hopeless

Chapter 32

Nicholas pov:

After I left the hotel I immediately called my assistant to come near the hotel so we can go shopping for zion, she doesn't have anything to wear, I don't mind her wearing my clothes since she still looks good, watching a beautiful woman wouldn't hurt my eyes would it? she doesn't have her for either,  soon my driver arrives I gets into the car to see my assistant is here as well good I looks over her, she gives me a nod

"it's for zion" I said

"I don't know if she likes the things I pick it for her" she said sounding worried about zion's options on the things the assistant gonna pick, I rolls my eyes and looks out the window as the car drives off

"just a few clothes, she looks good in everything
anyways" I said sounding annoyed, the assistant stays silent as I did the same, not having energy to deal with her bullshit, soon enough we get to the mall and I stays inside the car when Elena my assistant get out with the driver to the mall and buy things for Zion ,I was silently scrolling through my phone in the car,til I got a text from aivan I opened the message and it's just my name

Aivan :nick

Me:what

Aivan:where are you

Me:somewhere why?zion ok?

Aivan:hm.im ok

Me:I said Zion not you
Aivan:it's me Zion ,he's asleep next to me
And she sent a picture of aivan, laying on his stomach his face buried into the pillow
Why he's sleeping next to her?why she's using his phone?why they're comfortable enough to act like that I was angry not knowing I was jealous or annoyed the fact he's asleep instead watching over Zion I sigh in frustration,looking out the window not texting back Zion after a few seconds proses my thoughts I texted back his saved number aivan

Me: you wanted something?

Aivan:I'm hungry

Me: wake aivan up to get you something

Aivan:no he's sleeping peacefully

Me:don't be a jerk if it was me you would have woken me up with a punch

Aivan: I'm hungry

Me:ok I'll tell my men to get you something

Aivan: no you get me something

Me:I'm busy

Aivan:if you don't get me anything yourself I'm not eating anything

Me:what you want to eat?

Aivan:donuts

Me: it's not something you should eat while you're hungry

Aivan: do as I say Nicholas
Me: yes ma'am

I sent the last message and puts my phone down she didn't text anything back so she sure just seen it she's using aivans phone like her own while he's dead asleep she can even kill him if she wanted to ,donuts aren't even a meal she's weird

Leaning back to the seat close my eyes for a moment everything is now going back in trances, we just need to find the fucking Andrew after they got Zion messed up And gave her all these wounds,scars they got what they wanted but still I can feel the rage and anger in my chest when I saw how she breaks down in my arms after being tortured for months

,she's so strong and confident but the little girl in her still wanted to be comforted and loved ,the love she didn't get enough from her lover and the love she didn't get from her father, I didn't get the love I wanted either ,I've never been in a relationship,no woman loved me like my mother who's now died ,what hurts the most is I have to be the tough guy I've been known for years and years ,there's something about Zion that makes me feel weird these past few months I hated her for the past ten years but now,everything is complicated, I hate her because she makes me feel so many goddamn things
I might ignore those feelings but the voices in the back of my mind kept on coming back to her,