As a matter of fact everything good thing comes to an end but this wasn't allowed to get an end it's our story him and I in the end. We both made mistakes, we both were together despite all of that always. Oct 25th we did it for the first time. Surprisingly he was gentle which I never thought he would be and yes it was actually magical a little clíche I know but that's how it was. The adrenaline rush in both of us, moaning in each other's mouths us all sweaty but being in love through that made it more passionate. He cuddled me during our Little first time he rested his face in my neck while slowly kissing and was hugging me despite all the lust. He felt like my own person and my little baby I loved him the most when he was the most vulnerable. You know somethings are meant to be shown just in front of you and he decides to show all of his sides in front of me and I'm relieved because I'm glad I can be his home which he reminds me of everytime whenever we have a fight or something. He always says I'm his home and he is mine too. He's the one who always says "I love you" although I was the one who said it once or twice I don't know maybe I'm sacred or maybe I'm shy but I know I do love him the most. I hope he lives a long happy life seriously also successful. You know when you crave a hug from a specific person because you're distant with everyone except that person you'd die for a moment of touch with him that's the kind of craving we both have for each other....
