They say when you are loved by a poet you can never die and so it is true and as for me I knew it was the end of me, he was the end of me, he didn't love me although despite all the things he said about him completely being in love with me as I believed too and for which I fell for again they weren't true at all never was and I don't think it ever will be. As for the other girl he fell for has everything a great family, great group of supporting friends and the boy I love the most loving her and still keeping me hidden even after everything is over with him and the other girl so that she will not get hurt but it's okay for him to hurt me with saying things ripping my heart apart and making me cry to the point I feel like getting an heart attack because of my heart pounding so much for a shoulder to cry on and nobody else's shoulder only his suffering to get the love I crave for the person I did everything for. I thought it was meant to be finally now and that he was mine finally well I guess love wasn't meant for me although it wasn't fair I could've gotten at least one thing I deserve better than this and I am a good person never did bad to anyone always wished that whoever is with me will be successful will it be my friends or my love but what did I do to deserve this. People just wishing me bad at what cost it's not that I ever did anything wrong to anyone than why. "why" will always be my question to everyone who did me wrong it always has been but nobody ever answered it, why didn't anyone answer it....
