⤳ | damn - jisung NCT FF

⋆ nineteen

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"Mark wait up," yena exclaimed as she bent to her knees panting continuously

"I said I don't want to be with you anymore!" Mark exclaimed as he continued looking away from the exhausted girl

"I don't get it, we just started having something. Now you want to break up with me!" she fired back as she finally caught her breath

"We were never dating! I regret even meeting you!" he exclaimed, turning face-to-face with Yena

"What did I ever do to you?" she whispered, however loud enough for Mark to hear.

He approached the girl slowly, leaning his mouth towards her right ear

"You're a slut and you know that because you sent your nudes to my best friend," he whispered as tears formed in yena's eyes

Yena hitched her breath and stood there in shock. Mark left her in that position. a small crowd had already formed around them and was waiting for the response from yena. But she didn't move a single muscle.

she was sitting on the chilly hardened concrete ground, crystal tears went off her face. she had already created a puddle full of her tears. puddle of regret, betrayal, and disgust.

she was betrayed by jisung who she thought would never tell anyone that he was the person who received her naked pictures, but he had spilled the beans to the guy she planned her future with. even thinking that could be the father of her children

she felt disgusted by herself, those nudes were sent to the wrong person by accident, and she thought it was a mistake, but it wasn't just a mistake. it could ruin her completely, yes she indeed sent it to the wrong person, but he was the worst person to leave anything valuable as he ruined her relationship with him. She wanted to throw up because of her submissive act towards her first ex-boyfriend, Jake. by sending him unholy pictures of herself because she couldn't let herself sleep with her boyfriend but managed to sleep with her childhood classmate when they had no real love for each other.

She regretted feeling hopeful that she would have a happy relationship with Mark, but it went downhill with a person finally trusted with her whole heart. the best way to get over this whole situation was to go to the source itself, jisung.

:: jisung pov ::

I was lying down on the living room couch scrolling through my phone, I was alone again tonight my parents went out for a small business trip and would come back in two or three days. due to my eyes endlessly looking at the blue light, they started to droop as well as a yawn escaping from my mouth. I put my phone down next to me and shut my eyes. I didn't have the energy to go to bed to sleep. then I heard a knocking sound from the front door. I groaned annoyingly, it was about to be midnight, and who came at this time?

I make my way to the front door and unlock the door, then I see her.

"jisung," she whispered not looking at me but at the ground

"Come in," I said bluntly and went back to the couch

I had felt the breeze for a few minutes, guessing that she was hesitant to come inside. I heard them take off her sneakers and close the front door keeping the house warm once again. I heard my clothes ruffling, and in the corner of my eye, I saw her sweater on top of the couch. I closed my eyes waiting for her to sit down on the couch instead she sat in my lap. I open my eyes her face is puffed up and looks straight through my soul. 

"I want to treat me like your doll?" she said bluntly

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" I asked, concerning what is with this attitude of her,

"I think everything but can you just do it for me," she said as she showed me her unrestrainable puppy eyes

"Fine, you sure you aren't going to regret it?" I questioned raising one of my eyebrows as well

"It can't be that bad," she commented and kissed me on the cheek

"If you say so," I replied and continued the new lustful night of me and my longtime crush. my fantasy has been fulfilled 

"Jisung there was no reason for you to break my whole body," yena complained as she sores from the fun night before

"You said you were my doll, so I treated you as a doll," I said continuing to play my games

"You marked my whole body! Every inch you see a hike!" she exclaimed as she looked all over her marked body 

"Good," I said nonchalantly and continued my games

"I order us fried chicken," I blurted out as I danced my fingers on the keyboard

"WAIT REALLY OMG!!!" she exclaimed and attempted to jump out of the bed but fell face-planted on the ground

concerned I spun my chair around and saw the situation and position she was in. I quickly got off my chair and picked her up, facing me, with her legs around my waist.

"My legs hurt," she sulked and made a pout at me 

I didn't give her a response but sat back down on my game chair as she was still in my lap hugging me. 

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it's been a while, guys! Happy New Year! I feel no one would expected this ending for this chapter lowkey.