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All the stories say you're supposed to marry for love and companionship not because you feel like this guy is the best you're going to get. It was my wedding day and I had nothing but doubts swimming through my mind, drowning me. Wasn't I supposed to be happy? Excited? Nervous? So why was it, that all I could think about are doubts and the thought of jumping out the bathroom window and never looking back. Don't get me wrong I like the guy but I'm not crazy in love, I don't get those nervous butterflies, get lost in his blue eyes or feel electric sparks when he touches me and I'm starting to think they don't even exist and if they do I'll never feel them. The thing is I'm 22 and I've been with Mark for almost 2 years and I can't help myself but think about the fact that maybe there's a better life out there if I just wait but then how long do you wait before it becomes a lost hope and I need to be sensible. I need to get married and settle down and it's not like Mark's a bad man he's just got a temper which I can handle...I hope. As I check the clock I realise that this is it, these are my last few minutes of single life and I'm about to marry a guy I don't love.
Now's the last chance, do I stay or do I run?
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Marriage mistakes
RomanceYour suppose to marry for love not because you feel you can't do any better. Abusive husband, horrible in-laws and a baby. My life. My struggle. My pain