Tu belle mon amour

I fell in and I'm falling i'm for you

In the quiet spaces between words and fleeting glances, love quietly tiptoed into my heart. Her laughter, a melody that resonates within me, and her eyes, windows to a universe where I found solace. In the simplicity of shared moments, I discovered an enchantment that transformed ordinary days into extraordinary tales of love, and with each beat, my heart whispered, "I fell in love with her." It was November 23rd we were slowly building something but the way i was talking did not seem right to her , i sounded usually dead like the conversation was falling apart and she kept going to make something i keep pushing but i have to be genuine i cannot lie . That Year i had ups and downs ... My Ups were starting a business building something for myself so i do not rely or trouble my parents .... My biggest down fall was when on the night of august 27th My Sister was in hospital giving birth to two beautiful twins and then after that....... the biggest pain was losing her so i was in a wrong head drinking alcohol ... my mind was not right which i think Retaj did not like .... but she helped me stop those things and gave me the deepest life lesson . Ladies and gentle-man i have never felt so much rush of deep words thrown and reality hit on that day where she told gave that life lesson . And I had to accept it was the truth i cannot just live in a fantasy . I want to build something good and strong with her that's what i want . i have hurt her gave her a cold shoulder i was not nice with her so many times and these things haunt me i know i keep telling her i will do better and i promise i will because ... People listen to me this love which i feel right now and how she makes me feel special is something magical no matter the distance it feels like she is right here with me and telling me do not worry i'm right by your side and i wont ever leave you that's how she makes me feel ... if anyone ever felt that love you would know the feeling . Ladies and gentle-men she is so pure and kind heart .... Retaj has been through and yet she is so strong and continues to love others as i write this with tears falling from my eyes i want her pain to be my pain i wish i had a power to take her pain and sorrow away , i would bleed and die for her . i cant imagine how much pain she is gone through when ever she video call me and i look at her man the heart is the most sensitive thing you guys know that i look at her and i wish she never went through that , i want her future to be joyful and happy and loved with me i do not want her to have any pain any more especially from me .... she has a heart like no one . I wish i came in her life before anything happened to her so i would have protected this soft heart she is so adorable man my heart hurts right now i'm in pain because i wish never went through any of that .... i will always make her happy and never stop loving her ... god knows how much is to me more than words can describe ❤️❤️ My love is fine ✨❤️ . As this chapter end i want to thank everyone who read the 1st chapter . My book for her will never end