Tu belle mon amour

No Reaction Just Distance

Well sorry for the long break i was going through a lot i'm gonna close my eyes and keep writing this story , so i'm on the journey to get recovered get my liver cleaned 6 more days and then 2 weeks of physiotherapy and recovery time i don't have body pains anymore just high fever and minor headaches which is fine at least I'm on process of recovery enough about me , lately it feels like me and her are distancing away due to my own problem i don't want her to leave me alone and i shouldn't have spoke to her like that i hope she can forgive me for the way i behaved i know deep down she cares and loves me a lot its  just the way i was acting and talking to her was not right , as i said i don't want anyone by my side when she is there man , cuz honestly she is the only one that's watching over me gives me oxygen when gets hard to breathe and i will make it up to her i will fight for her no matter what happens i will always fight for her protect her love her more than anyone and be better than one in her previous life did i will be better than all of them she will receive the best ahmad , I promise her for me and myself i will do everything in my heart to protect her and love her endlessly and forever i know i can i believe and i will do it , she is so beautiful i just want her to smile and smile a lot and i want to take her pain and make it mine her suffering to be my suffering , i want her to have only ups in life no downs i know she is in so much stress regarding life but this is my final word to her no more pain no more hurt no more stress no more distance only action and love , Cuz my love is mine and she is fine ❤️✨