Tu belle mon amour

Go Where You Breathe Free <3

I've Mentioned so many things previously . I'm not the best man out there i have done bad really bad mistakes and thing to her which i cannot be forgiven for , i have hurt her on multiple occasion i always i'm in my head , i'm way over protective which do know , i haven't been the nicest person around at all my mistakes are a sin which i cannot forget . i keep trying every day to be better for myself and her . I want to build something which is so beautiful with her as time goes on the smile on her face says so many words and i wanna see that for the rest of my life , but on topic things which i have done to be honest with everyone it was out of fear of losing her i was in a loop of thoughts . i have never lied to her only once which was regarding something i cannot talk about or say it was out of fear and i was scared , i have lost her once already which was really rough and do not want to lose her again while building something with her , i have waited so long and will keep waiting on and fighting for her , she gave me a purpose and i will fulfill it no matter what happens , when i get angry or lose my mind she is always there to calm and love me and taking care of me , even a small amount of her time is enough for me . This book i'm writing is not for people to read and think i'm just writing this for fun this only for her she is the only important person to me even if i lost everything in life and i just can't lose her , i'm willing to wait a lifetime till this body has soul for her till i'm grey and old but i wont let go . but with time and ease everything happens i do not want to rush with her let everything happen by itself . She is a pure heart and such a sweetheart . i cry when she cries , i'm in pain or stress if she is going through something , where ever she goes she shines and glows so beautiful man. i would never let go of her in every life time i'm born in i will always chose her . She is my strength makes me strong my back bone my home and everything will makes me get up from that bed and keep again and i will make her proud and never let her shed a tear again and make every moment count and never let that endless joy of love no matter how long it takes i will be there with her in every step of the way . She is all that i ever need in my life... you beauty