Tu belle mon amour

Mon Amour how i met her

On the sun-kissed afternoon of August 29th , 2021, a seemingly ordinary day unfolded into a chapter of unexpected delight as I found myself in the digital embrace of a newfound connection , it was 6:00 pm , i was on my bed recovered from COVID 19 finished working out. I was on my phone on Instagram as i see a request on my requests i accepted it immediately not knowing the future or anything about her back then , out of curiosity i sent a text message to her and one the moment i got a reply back . We kept talking till the night unexpectedly led to a call we spoke till the daylight of the next morning the connection started from there , every day we would talk to each other on messages had fun and laughing conversation she became my friend , we would support each other and have each others back . I was really protective i never appreciated any one bothering or troubling her i always took a stand for her as she did for me she made me feel whole i felt so happy having every day with me , a honest truth i shall tell jealousy is the worst thing in the world , it has led to many people turning on each other people were not very fond my friendship and how close we were with each other it felt like i was with her and she was with me . But sometimes you can have everything can you ? she had a someone 3 years ago and i completely respected it never let my feeling take the best of me because i never built that type of friendship with anyone feelings aside every memory i had with her was incredible , from making fun of people in group chats and laughing and loving each other . It made me so happy she was incredible .... as time passes by we spoke every single day and night she never made me feel alone even i was going through the darkest and saddest time of my life she made me feel whole i really appreciate her so badly more than words and saying it ... sometimes we cannot have everything can we . It was the start on 2022 January 3rd her birthday wished her birthday and then few days later it was mine we had a great moment and its such a blessing having birthday in the same month and same week that rarity is amazing not everyone has that as days and months passes by it was march where this tragedy happened one of the most saddest feeling ever had in my life , i woke up in the morning sent a ''Hi" to her on Instagram no response for the whole day i checked her account and the heart dropped and i started to worry if i did something wrong i was blocked , i was in shocked worried even in group chats i didn't see her , i blamed myself cuz i thought i lost her the only hope and person who made me feel so amazing and cleared my doubts helped me and supported me everyday and night is gone i was heartbroken , as day passes by and months it was october 18th when i left the country to go back to poland . I started university and my business started to work and start a new life and work on other things after life continued its own journey almost an year passes by of not talking to her something changed , i was talking to a mutual person me and her knew she was talking to retaj and shared some miss information on me , and out of the blue i see my followers request Retaj sent me a follow and wants to send a message my heart dropped i was in shock... she told me about everything what the other person was telling her behind my back but the bond we had retaj never lied to me , and told me everything she came back in my life we started having fun laughing making fun of people together who bothered her and i became her protector once again in october 17 2023 , she was talking to someone and i was in a relationship , which ended and the guy was horrible and was a disrespectful person to her i never liked it , i have to mention the most important part tho about her beauty whatever i had said so far its all from my heart , her eyes sparkles like diamond she is naturally so beautiful when she smiles it warms my heart she shines brighter then diamonds her heart is so pure and i want to fill it only with love . The way she talks i can i just close my eyes and listen to her every single second and never stop listening to her she is glowing every time she is understanding and loving and the most beautiful person and the only person in my love i love . i fell yes i fell so deeply since day one with her i was always in love with her from 3 years but i had to respect fully did not let my emotion take the best of me because i did not want to lose her . I lost her once and it was painful i don't ever wanna loose her she gave joy peace of mind , i don't ever want to hurt because her love is so pure and magical i can feel it so badly and i don't want to share it with anyone as i continue with the story of this beautiful person this chapter - 1 Mon amour ..... i love you retaj always and forever