What Is This Feeling Gustholomule

Im sorry

(Art not mine and let me know if you can actually see the art at the top)
Gus's POV

I'm static, I'm so happy right now. I kissed him twice! I have a giant smile on my face as we walk home, but Matt... Matt's looking at the floor almost scared and upset as we walk home.  "Matt are you ok?" I ask tilting my head a little.  He breaks out of a trance almost, he looks at me and he looks very nervous. "It's nothing G-Gus I'm fine just a little worried." Matt says sheepishly. "Um can I ask why? Did I do something?" I ask. We keep walking in silence for a while. "Um I'll talk to you about it later I guess." He says looking down in a sad tone. Well now I'm worried. I hope it wasn't my fault. He looked at me with a smile and it helped a little "We're back now" I opened the door and stepped inside he followed. I heard his scroll ping and he opened it then looked at me. "Um do you think I could stay the night?" Matt asks. "Yeah my dad won't mind" I say looking at him with a smile "Thanks" he says smiling back. "Let's get you something to change into" I say as I grab his hand and run upstairs. We walk into my room and I let go of his hand and go over to my closet. I grab him some green sweatpants and a baggy grey tank top. "Here" I say as I throw him the clothes. "I'm going to get dinner ready while you change" I say as I start walking out of the room "Alright" he says as I walk out

———Lil time skip (Dinners in the oven)———

I walk upstairs and go towards my room I open the door and see Matt standing facing away from me, there on his scroll- shirtless?! I stand there frozen for a second, I forgot he was here and are those... scars there are a lot of them. I quickly but quietly walk out the door. I hear the oven timer go off. Shoot! I run downstairs and get the Lasagna out of the oven (Pretend that's a thing please). I walk upstairs and nock on my room door. Matt opens the door and looks at me our faces turn bright red from how close we are. "D-dinners done" I stuttered as I turn around and walk downstairs. Matt just nods and follows me.

He sits down at the table and I bring over the food. "Wow this actually looks really good"
Matt says and my heart starts to race. I sit down as Matt starts serving himself. I get some food myself. "So Matt... you ok?" I ask. "I'm sorry- you didn't do anything wrong just..." He looks at me and then looks down. "My mom- she doesn't really approve of that kind of stuff" he says. I look confused for a second but then understand. "I'm assuming you mean gay people?" (I know Dana said this stuff didn't exist but bear with me please) I say looking at him. He nods. "I'm just worried of what would happen if she found out- she's not the nicest person" He adds. I just look at him worried. My heart drops "My brother usually takes care of me, but he has to work all night today so that's why I wanted to stay here." He says as he looks at me with tears almost forming in his eyes. I put my hand on top of his. "You can always stay here Matt" I say with a soft tone. He looks at me and smiles wiping away tears. "Thanks" he says with a smile that warms my heart.

(OMG IM SO SORRY I WANTED TO GET THIS OUT SOONER BUT DAMN SCHOOL SUCKS AND I WANTED THIS TO BE LONGER BUT ILL TRY GETTING ANOTHER CHAPTER OUT SOON)