Paggising ko, sya agad nasa isip ko. Naaalala ko pa yung mga sinabi nya. Sobrang sakit, sobra.
Absent ako ngayon, hindi ko kaya.
I try to call Jacob just to beg him to stay.
"Hello Jacob?" Umiiyak nanaman ako.
"Jane bakit ka napatawag?"
How can you do that Jacob? How can you act like nothing happened? How can you pretend you're okay? Maybe you're just not pretending. Overthinking sucks double time.
"Hello Jane?"
"Ja-Jacob, mahal na mahal parin kita, wa-wala na ba talaga?" Hindi ko mapigil pag iyak ko.
"Wala na Jane. Wala na talaga. Sorry." Parang nabasag ang puso ko sa pangalawang beses nyang pagsabi nun. Ibig sabihin sigurado na sya.
"Jacob ano bang nagawa ko? Bakit biglaan naman? Jacob bumalik ka na. Hindi ka ba natatakot na mwala ako?" Pangungulit ko pa. Ayoko talagang mawala ka.
"Hindi ako natatakot Jane, tanggapin mo na! Wala na! Masasaktan ka lang kung ipipilit mo pa. Sige na at may gagawin pa ko. Bye."
Then he hang up.
Can someone tell me how to go back to the times that our love was strong, I want to get things back the way the used to. Pero hindi ko yata kaya. Akala ko magtatagal tayo, parang mali ako.
BINABASA MO ANG
Nostalgia and Euphoria
Novela JuvenilSome stories dont start with once upon a time. Some are just continuation of unfinished chapters. Some stories doesn't have a happy ending because it's not about the happy ending, it's about the happy journey.
