˗ˏˋ 🍂 'ˎ˗ 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 ─── Bella and Evelyn have been dating for over eight months, living in a cozy apartment in the middle of London. With a job like theirs, Bella is often away, giving Evelyn a lot of time to kill. When Bella is offered a l...
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"𝐖𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫, 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐮𝐩𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞."
Bella is a very busy person, and I have known this since way before we finally got together. A huge part of them remains as a mystery to me, because I never get to see them doing what they love; acting. When they get home, Bella is quick to tell me about everything they went through that day, talking me through everything with a bunch of details. This happens most of the time, except for when their day didn't go as planned, or if they are simply too tired to talk about it. Right after the premiere of The Last Of Us, Bella started shutting me out for a while. I used to tell them to talk to me every single day, until I realised it wouldn't result in anything other than a small, unnecessary argument between the two of us. Instead of discussing work, we usually just go to bed early, and they hold me until I doze off. When the fame first started to come, I remember feeling worthless. It made me feel as if I should have achieved more by now, since Bella is out there doing what they love. The thing is, I don't really know what I love. The things I love aren't the type of things people can make carreers out of. As much as I want to grow and learn things, I can't bring myself to doing so. I'm convinced that there is something out there for me. Something that is so perfect for me, that I have just been to oblivious to notice all this time.
Whatever I end up doing, I always know I have Bella's full support. They have never told me that I couldn't achieve something, and they are my main motivation, for life in general. When taking walks out in one of London's parks, I tend to take so many pictures, just because I know Bella would love to have seen it. I end up forgetting to show them the photos afterwards, but it is just a nice thing to carry around. Me and Bella don't do a lot when we are together, but that's more than fine by me. I just like being around them, makes me feel at ease, at home.
I feel like me and Bella are very alike, except for their obsession with social media. It isn't exactly like they spend hours every single day scrolling through instagram and twitter, but instead they scroll through comments. When I'm talking about these comments, I mean that Bella spends hours at a time reading every single hate comment under their posts. It's an obsession that comes and goes every few weeks, but it was particularly terrible after The Last Of Us came out. I believe that that is also one of the reasons as to why they shut me out at that point in time, but I don't blame them. Bella checks their phone at least fifty times a day, whereas I can go a full day just forgetting I have a phone to begin with. It's not that I'm bad with technology, but I just don't like the idea of spending hours every single day staring at a little screen, while you could be doing so, so much more. I wish more people saw that, because when I walk on the streets of London, I can't help but notice all the phones around me. That's why when Bella's with me, they put their phone on do not disturb. One of the reasons why we work so good together, is because we are both willing to sacrifice things to stay together. I let Bella have their space, and they give me mine. I honestly have no idea about how popular they are on the internet, or whether people speak positively about them online, and I would like to keep it that way, because it is one of Bella's favourite things about me.
