❝I don't want to be climbing in a mountain of lies...Jeongin is out of my reach and he never looks at me the same way I look at him❞
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𝐽𝑢𝑠𝑢𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎...
Hyunjin had invited Felix over for disney marathon movies because he knows his boyfriend likes that genre of animated movies.
He bought a lot of salty and sweet snacks and tried making a lot of desserts for his boyfriend.
It was the perfect date for Hyunjin to tell Felix about everything tonight and hope things would end in peace.
All the lights were turned down and the movie was playing where Felix clung to Hyunjin by putting his head on his shoulder, both were cuddling on the couch.
Felix:“I love you Hyunjin”
The model felt like saying those words as a thank you for all the hard work his boyfriend did to make him feel happy and special.
But what Felix was thinking wasn't the same as Hyunjin's.
Hyunjin:“hey...Felix...i need to tell you something...”
He wants to let it out, everything feels fake from dating Felix to him hugging and cuddling him right now.
Guilt couldn't but build up inside him.
Felix:“let me speak first, it has been years since I'm away from my family and you doing this home movie date reminded me of the times where me and my mom used to do the same thing to my sister, thank you Hyunjin”
Hyunjin felt like puking at so much pressure his guilt was adding to him every second.
Hyunjin:“...is...that so...?”
He was able to put on an act for Felix to believe he's okay which he's not.
Again, because of guilt.
Felix:“sorry I talked first, what was the thing you wanted to talk about?”
He looked at Felix for a brief time, he's been trying to break up with me for a long time now but always failed because Felix always managed to steal his heart or be unfair.
So what hyunjin did was bring his boyfriend to his embrace and kiss him on the forehead.
He decided to give up this time.
Hyunjin:“nothing important...now let's watch”
[Next day]
Hyunjin woke up with a really painful headache and tried to rewind all yesterday's events but couldn't remember him drinking something alcoholic.
