I guess I finally did the impossible thing
I let you go
Now I can be free
You left me first
Physically
Now you're just a memory
I miss you sometimes
Emotionally
You were gentle
Caring
A love I thought would last
Eternally
This new man
He's scary
Where you planted kisses on my skin
He carves tallies
When I used to misbehave
You would forgive
I fear he will punish me to a grave
But it's a thrill
Exciting
You were my home
But no longer beside me
I've accepted you're gone
I just miss the intimacy
I fear if you come back
I'll be too scared to leave
And miss out on the best thing
To ever happen to me
And I'll be broken
Beyond repair
It doesn't matter
I've accepted it
You don't care
-LS
