Dream Of You (Jensoo)

Whelve

Defined as: to bury something deep; to hide

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Jisoo walks down the stairs with her briefcase slung over one shoulder and her hair pulled into a low hanging ponytail.

RJ quickly pulls on her backpack and puts on her shoes.

"Mama! Come on! We'll be late!" RJ rushes.

Jisoo doesn't even look at me as she goes to the door, a smile set on her face only for RJ.

Not that her smiling for RJ is a bad thing—Her barely acknowledging that she kissed me or the way she reacted so jarringly to it.

I don't even try to say bye to her.

But I try to say bye to RJ and Jisoo moves her away from me as always.

Though, RJ managed to give me a big smile before leaving and it made me feel happy after the horrible morning.

My smile dims at the thought.

I didn't live a good life and I don't know how I could've ever wanted a life without Jisoo or RJ.

I have only been living with them for nearly a week and I already wish I don't get my memories back because then Jisoo would probably send me to leave.

I'm afraid to sleep now. I don't know if I want my memories to come back and I'm afraid of what I might find out.

For now, they've been going in order but what if they don't and I have a memory of h***ing myself.

I grab some coffee.

I'm going to be bored out of my mind all day so I might as well not fall asleep by drinking coffee.

I go to the TV and chug the coffee.

I search for action movies to keep me awake and I get to John Wick.

I grin. Perfect!

I press play and bring my legs up to watch it.

It opens with Keanu Reeves looking like he's going to die and he's watching video with his wife and him.

She most likely died.

Then he falls to the ground, it goes to black and he wakes up in bed.

Huh. We're Twinsies.

They show his wife dying so I was right and I did not cry.

Her burial. Him just being really sad and depressed.

She leaves him a dog. And a card. I still did not cry.

He wakes up with the dog and my eyes start to grow tired. I don't get why it's so slow.

I blink and he's pouring food for the dog.

I shake my head as my eyes feel drowsy. He's filling gas in his car.

I must be tired from the emotional morning.

I shake my head again but I can't help it.

I close my eyes.

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"Hey Jennie!" Jisoo says happily as she sits down across from me.

I smile at her. I draw a heart in the air with my fingers and act out shooting a love arrow at her.

She grins widely at me and catches it in one hand and puts it in her pocket.

Today she wore a light blue shirt and jean shorts with her hair down and her thin-wired glasses sitting neatly on her nose.