Dream Of You (Jensoo)

Sphallolalia

I groan and hold my head.

Fuck, this hurts.

I roll to my side and see Jisoo.

Her eyes are open and she looks nervous.

All my memories from last night come back to me with full force.

I stare at her. "Good morning."

She chuckles. "Good morning Jennie."

I lean forward and hold her cheek. "Do you want this Jisoo?"

She pulls me closer against her naked body. As soon as our skin touches, we both let out a ragged breath. She leans her forehead against mine so that our noses brush.

"I want this so much Jennie. You drive me out of my mind. You have no idea how much I—"

I press my lips to hers and she stops talking.

She kisses me back and pulls me impossibly closer.

When I pull away with both of us panting, I say, "I want to be with you too. I kept avoiding my attraction to you because of what I do and how I wouldn't be able to spend time with you like any other girlfriend—"

"Jennie," she says seriously and kisses my forehead. "I'll take anything you can give."

"Then I'll give you everything that I have Jisoo. You own everything."

She smiles and kisses me.

The dream shifts

I smile at Jisoo and kiss her cheek.

She rests her hands on my waist and pulls me closer.

I shake my head. "No. I don't have the time to fix my makeup again."

She still leans closer so that our lips are a breath apart. She smirks. "You look ravishing."

I laugh. "Do I? Well, once I come back from this celebration night, you can ravish me properly."

She leans in to press her lips to mine but I cover her mouth with my hand and her laugh vibrates against it.

I reluctantly pull away from her and she pushes my hand away and kisses my cheek. "I'll see you when you get back. Be careful."

I go to the door and give her one last loving look. "I will."

Then I close the door and leave.

••••••••••

Great.

We got together.

I grab the pillow beside my head and throw it across the room.

I smack my forehead. "This has to be a joke!"

My door opens and Jisoo says hurriedly, "We have to catch our flight! Come on! Get up! Get up!"

She leaves and I flip open the blanket.

We started off as friends. Then we fake dated. Then we got married and continued to fake. Then we actually got together and then....both of us just gave up?! AFTER 9 YEARS OF ALL THAT DRAMA?!

I rub my face. Why would we get together for just a year and then divorce completely?!

This is making ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE!

WHAT. SO. EVER!

ARGH!!!!

I am a completely horrible person. I can't even imagine what could've happened with RJ. She was barely young enough to remember me.