Adore you/winona ryder

You were never really mine.

I wouldn't be lying if i said she was the most beautiful person on earth because honestly she really is. She pretty much makes my heart flutter every time i see her, in the corner of my eye, when she pops around the corner, she gets my heart racing man.. but sometimes we argue..but this one we had..we still haven't spoken to eachother since..

Bit of a flash back to when we was in london.
'I just don't understand why you have to leave? Like am i so bad to spend time with??'  She yelled walking into our hotel room

'Can you even hear yourself right now? Are you having a laugh?' I say a little less louder than her, considering the fact we was in a hotel

'I thought we would be spending more time together than this. We spent one night together and since then you've been gone gallivanting around with those friends of yours' she said crossing her arms

'Why are you getting so hostile for? I really don't see what the problem is here. You knew i would be spending time with them. And no one said you had to jump along with me.' I said raising my voice a little.

'The problem is, i wanted to spend time with you, more time than one night. I was hoping for something a little more.' She said softly

'Yeah well you shouldn't get your hopes up too high with me should you?' I say crossing my arms. She looked at me like i was crazy.

'You're mental. Are you trying to tell me that you're unreliable. That i cant trust you?' She says dropping her arms to her sides.

'Is that what you're thinking? Because i certainly wasn't implying that at all.' I raise an eyebrow at her staring right through her.

'I was asking you. Not that i was thinking it. Jessica-' i cut her off. 'No you dint get to finish. I know what you meant. Im not an idiot.' I say.

'Fine then. Im going to bed.' She murmured 'whatever' i say leaving the room slamming the door behind me.
Flash forward.

I was totally in the wrong. This was so my fault! I took everything the wrong way..i actually suck at relationships like so bad..

We haven't spoken for almost a month. A month! But i plan to change that..today is our anniversary..and shes been on set filming so shes not here.

I decided to surprise her. I have flowers..chocolates,pretty much everything that would make her smile. And now im waiting for her to come home which should be any moment now, hopefully.

I heard a car door shut, and keys going into the lock. I pick up the flowers and made my way towards the door. I took a deep breath as it opened slowly i hid the flowers behind me back when i saw more than 1 person enter the house

My brother, her and pretty much the whole cast

'Well then i'll leave you to it.' I mutter and walk away, dropping the flowers to the floor. 'Jess where are you going!?' My brother called after me

'Im not feeling well, im just going to the bathroom david i'll be back down in a minute' i say quietly not facing him.
'Okay dont be too long' he says cheerily

I open the bathroom door and shut it softly. 'Jeez..look at the state of me' i snort. I grab a brush and brush through my knotted hair, fixing it in to a ponytail

I un smooth out my shirt and jeans. 'This is probably gonna be a long night. Compose yourself jess!' I look in the mirror. A nock at the door makes me jump

'Uh hey i really need to pee!' They say desperately. I open the door, 'my bad sorry' i walk out and make my way back to the living room

'Uh winona can i talk to you?' I say 'sure' she says, i walk behind the corner. I turn to face her. 'Im sorry' i whispered
'What?' She asks. 'Im sorry, for being such a pain in the ass' i say.