Unsure (Coinpin fanfic)

Friday (continued)

A/n: OMG HEY BESTIESSS!!!! *Dramatically coughs* Soooo😌 idk why I didn't say this in the last chapter 💀 but chapter this includes physical and emotional abuse- (spoilers but not rlly uh: doesn't actually happen in this chapter but is discussed in their conversation) so yeah. Sry for not saying this in the last chapter (I'll edit it if I remember 😭). Anyways enjoy these two cuties! 😍Or else 👹

Coiny's POV:
"Yeah, let's talk." She says to my surprise. I look at her trying not to make it obvious that I'm shocked because of how easy that was. Pin has talked to me about her evil, good for nothing aunt before, but she never specifically told me what she did to her. I know I have a habit of getting her to tell me something but she gets really uncomfortable about this topic. Heck, she probably had a panic attack after I left yesterday. "Let's find a seat then!" I replied before realizing she is fidgeting with my hand she was holding. I feel my face go warm as I stare at our hands. I don't say anything about it and pretend like I didn't notice. It's really cute to be honest. She nods at my response. The way she nods is so adorable... I wanna kiss her so bad-. Uh, anyways we find an almost empty table to sit at. She eventually (and unfortunately) lets go of my hand and struggles to make eye contact with me. It looked like she was about to start talking but didn't know how to start. I smile at her while taking both of her hands in mine. She looks up at me with teary eyes and a frown before looking away again. "Hey, hey, it's okay..." I assured her in a worried voice. I let go of her hands and hug her tightly. She tenses up. I can't blame her since I'm nearly squeezing her. It takes her a few seconds to hug me back. I don't even feel like ending this. I'm never letting go. I let go. She wipes her eyes and smiles. I'm so happy I can make her smile. "Your smile's really cute!" I seriously did not just say that out loud.💀 She blushes from the complement and giggles. "O-oh! Thank you..." She replies sheepishly with a growing and contagious blush since I felt myself blushing too. "Y-yeah," I said. The redhead looks a bit more cheerful now but still not ready to talk yet. "We should eat first." I suggested. "Okay, but I'll just wait for you to finish because I'm not hungry..." She replies quietly. Her stupid, meanie, crusty, musty, gross aunt must of made her lose her appetite. 😡😡😡😡 I smile at her before going to get my food.

Pin's POV:
I hug my knees and rest my head on them until my neck started to ache. Suddenly I hear a loud growl. Guess I am hungry. I sigh at myself thinking I'll just have to wait until I get home. I impatiently wait for Coiny to come back. I feel something tap my shoulder. "Hi, Pin!" I turn around to see my friend Needle. "H-hel-low!" I stammered.
"Are you okay? You did that... Thing?"
"Yeah, I'm fine it's just.... Coiny." She giggles at my response while I give her an annoyed look.
"You guys are so cute!!! Just date already..." The tall girl decides to sit at the table and picks the seat across from me.
"U-uh..." My face flushes in embarrassment. I hear Needle laughing at me so I laugh with her. Stop after a while because of the dreadful, empty feeling in my stomach. I should've gotten something... I already told Coiny I wasn't hungry so it's kinda too late. Coiny comes back and sits right next to me. He rests his head on my shoulder which causes me to flinch a little but he doesn't seem to notice(A/n: literally giggling rn). He places a chocolate chip muffin and a bottle of lemon in front of me. I look at him confused. "You're horrible lier." He says while handing me a fork. Coiny knows I eat muffins with a fork. Don't ask why I just do. I giggle silently and take the fork from his hand. "Thanks..." My face feels so warm right now... I mentally pray he isn't able to see from the angle he's at right now. "Cute." Needle whispers loudly. "If you're talking about me then yeah. I'm very cute." Coiny replies jokingly. Needle and I laugh silently at his response. "I'm sure Pin agrees!!!" Needle exclaims smugly. I look at her with a menacing stare and fake smile. She's gonna pay for that... "O-oh uhum erm...." Coiny look extremely flustered and embarrassed. Needle wasn't wrong though. I do think he's cute... Um, anyways, Coiny lifts his head on my shoulder because of what Needle said. >:(

After a few minutes Needle leaves go to go sit somewhere else with Teardrop and Gelatin (a/n: tehehehehehe). Coiny and I are alone again. It's been a bit awkward ever since what Needle said. I'm so getting her back for that!!! "Are you ready to...you know.... talk now?" Coiny asked with a gentle yet overwhelming look in his eyes. "Um, I- yeah." I look at the floor, was my foot always shaking? My vision starts getting blurry the more I concentrate on the floor tiles. I suddenly feel a grip on my shoulders. "Pin! Relax... Please?" I snap out of whatever that was when I hear Coiny say my name.
"Ah-sorry I-" Coiny puts a finger to my lips.
"No, you're fine..." He puts his finger down. "Look, if you don't want to talk about it you don't have to."
"I- I do though. I feel like you de-serve to know a-and you're the own-ly one I want to talk to." I feel tears forming in my eyes but I blink them away. It'd be embarrassing if I started crying again.
"Listen, Pin. Even if I 'deserve' to know, you don't need to tell me anything. I can tell this topic makes you feel overwhelmed and I don't want you to feel bad for not telling me." Coiny assures me. My heart feels like its gonna explode from beating so much. How does he always do this to me? I love him so much. I wish I could tell him. I take a few deep breaths. "It happened at my older cousin's house. It was a family event and Aunt Maggy was there obviously. And uh.... and..." I start to trail off due to the memories of what happened. I'm panicking aren't I?! "Pin, breathe." Coiny says calmly. I breathe slowly before calming down again. "Sorry." I apologize before continuing. Coiny nods. "Okay, and we were in a room alone together... and I asked her if she could stop touching me weirdly. She got offended I guess so she slapped me in the face... and then choked me... against the wall so I had to kick her off of me... I went home after that." Coiny looked at me with pure shock. He looked terrified. I can't blame him. "O-oh my God, Pin..." He holds my hand and squeezes it in his. He was absolutely speechless. "Y- I'm so sorry that happened..." He hugs me for the second time today. I hug him back immediately and start silently crying in his shoulder. We let go after a good half of a minute. I wipe away my remaining tears. He still looks pretty concerned. "Would you want to come over to my house after school?" Coiny asks randomly. I nod still trying to get over that moment. Coiny seems to realize that. "You're really tough, you know that?" I roll my eyes jokingly. "You're just saying that to cheer my up." I reply. "No, really! I can't even imagine going through that without being completely miserable afterwards... You... You still push that trauma aside and continue with everything else. You can't ignore it though. Please, Pin, if you ever need some to talk to... I'm here." My face flushes from what he said. "Thanks, I really needed that..." I feel my heart beating quickly. "I love you." I said unexpectedly as my face instantly goes red.Why the heck did I say that?!?! "I-I love you too, Pin!" Coiny replies quickly. It sounded genuine though. He's my best friend. Of course he loves me but not like .... that. Not like the way I would hope. "No, I mean I love you. Like more than a..." I stop myself from going any further but it's probably too late. My heart starts to ache knowing it's about to get the most biggest rejection ever. "I love you more than a friend too..." He says. This isn't real. It can't be. What???

The bell rings.