Love/Heartache Poems

We Are

We know each other since grade two
Since then, I never really liked you
You never really care
There's no common string we share

We disappeared in each other's world
Watched our spheres bounced, touched, twirled
Got that boundary line between
In our muted fight, I wonder who will ever win

You continue crossing my way, I didn't bother to look
Guess who's the fish who get hook
Our spheres mashed up, squeezed, but we maintain
That bold boundary line, so the spaces remain

Things happen; I thought we totally lost each other
But the spheres we're into keep holding us together
Not strong enough to pull us closer
Forceful enough though, to make me a loser

Some years pass, we walk further away from the boundary line
Life's so crazy, strong forces combine
So here we are, facing each other eye to eye
We know its game on, get ready for the high

I don't know what you do, how you do it
Push me hard, make me scream "oh shit!"
I fall into a bottomless hole, no precautions
You just watch me and offer no solutions

I feel drugged, can't control what's happening
Waiting for you to save me, or least give me a warning
If the fall is bad enough to kill me
All you say is, "you'll see"

Trapped in the game I don't know how to play
I keep making the wrong moves, giving you a way
Constantly, painfully, you play all your aces
When I'm losing, you left me picking up the pieces

Sometimes when you look at me, I see it in your eyes
Not the victory, the broken pieces lies
Inside of you, like you're wounded too
There are times that I believe you

But in a game one has no idea to play
Truths are covered with lies, predators act like prey
I don't get to see it clearly
And you know the rules of the game badly

Now, you move your dark horse towards your new opponent
She lost it too, like the others, oh, girls are your entertainment
I know, so I don't dare cross the cruel line
You know I will give in, got me drunk in a poisoned wine

In all the truths blurred, your eyes are clear
And they're telling me you're broken dear
That's how you get me, I'm lost again
This time I know too well saving me is not gong to happen