Love/Heartache Poems

The Last Time

I've crossed this road again
And noticed all the warning signs
Red alerts on every side
My eyes,should've open then wide

But i was an eight-year old kid
Fairytales and fairies around
Living in a surreal world
Inside my little bubble

All is beautiful,all is kind
For a pair of untrained eyes
Villains go after you,dressed like a knight
Impressed yoi thought you got it right

My surreal world melted away
Their glossy masks were wearing off
The garden i knew turned to graves
Someday,my name would be added to it

Then i met him on one of the safest place
I thought i got it down
The moment was right,the lines were aligning
Dreams are dreams,clearly i was hallucinating

He was unknown teritory
Behind all his metal armor
Ive known it all this time
But i was still untoxicated

Built to destroy
That was what i did
Threw all my years of learning to waste
Now,accustomed with fire's burning taste

I let him without thinking twice
Watched him wrecked everything i had
And leave just like that
Ruins and ashes around

You knocked into someone else's door
She wouldn't open it up for you
No,you'd never find an another me
Someine who'd let you in instantly

After the risk taken, i faced the consequence
Before my eyes, i saw it all
The whole truth beneath my surreal world
But my eyes were wide shut

I tell you now,it'd be the last time
Tomorrow you wouldn't be running in my every vein
You wouldn't be the ghosy inhabiting my head
I have to let go of the things that made me bled