Wendigo's Lament |book 1| ✔️

Chapter 16

As the creature was dying, I saw that it was moving its lips as if to say I love you. That's when I realize that it was As the creature was dying, I saw that it was moving its lips as if to say I love you. That's when I realize that it  was Trudy who was the one to go.  Even though I was not able to see her face, I was able to see the flag that there was some love in her eyes, even though she was now in demonic, or was a demonic presence in my life. I found that it was something I couldn't handle I had to take a walk, in order to clear my mind and it was a long one at that! I was taking a walk. I started to examine my life and see where George was going to take me from now, and I was not very happy about the situation that I was about to be and I was sad for the fact that I had my current lover to kill Trudy and her spirit! Even though it was that of a demonic entity, I felt sorry for the entity itself. That being said, I was not very excited to go back to Kim's place!

I was walking back to her place. I was dreading the side of the creature corpse, the idea of the Wendigo as last lent that it said that it was going to love me forever was just chilling enough for me, not to deal with it anymore. As I was going to open the door, the entities carcus Was gone, and I was able to sigh of relief, but I still smelt in the air of the lingering smell of decompensation and blood and rot. That being said, I was not able to sleep at all that night, not due to pain, but due to the fact that the thing that was haunting me, the most was gone. It's like when you get rid of something that was aggravating you you end up missing it in the end!  

It is hard to explain my relationship with this entity, even though it was still trying to play with my head after it was dead, I was scared for my own safety, as well as the safety of Kim, even though she was a tough chick!  I was able to go and find solace that the actual thing was probably being autopsy and secret more somewhere like the aliens in area 51 and that I was vindicated, and noticed that I was now going to be the first person to have proven the existence of the Wendigo! 

But at what cost I lost Trudy I lost Gwendolyn and Nearly lost kim! To the feral creature was enough for me to notice how important life was, and that I needed to work on my insecurities, that I have had since being accused of serial killings, and other horrible act, that the one to go was more guilty than me!  

I lost my career in Canada but was able to make a career in the United States. That being said, I miss my Canada very much but I don't miss it to the point where I would go back. I was sad and at the thought that Trudy was gone and was dwindling the way I loved Gwendolyn so much that it was crazy. That being said, I was not happy about the idea of losing two women, one to the one to go one to some sleazy sleaze bag!

But I had now, and I was able to enjoy my life with her for the moment that was until I was able to realize that she was the only one I had to hold and care for at this time in my life at this juncture!