Wendigo's Lament |book 1| ✔️

Chapter 5

That night I was to destroy to stay awake especially after seeing the thing that was tourmenting me and my village, the wendigo.  Was it real or was the figment of my imagination.  But another thing was starting to happened when feel in to the psychotic sleep!   I was having a dream of erotic nature again!  This was more real then the other and I could feel Trudy's touch as she kissed me and started to fall in love with me all over again!

She was dress like lady justice and she was trying to seduce me with her ever so great beauty!

"Come and make love to me, Alfredo!"

Al I remember was that I was kissing her mouth, neck and then her chest!  Teasing and suckling her bosoms as I was thrusting into her!     Soon my lips started to waunder to her belly button and then her womanhood! She tasted so sweet!

" I love Trudy, please don't leave me.....again!" I begged her! " I want to love and feel you again!"

"I won't leave my dear Alfred!" She took my hand and belt it to my bossom and I could feel her heart beating!  I was crying!

"Kiss me Alfred! Kiss me like you won't leave me!"   She cried,

That was when I woke up and was disappointed to see that I was stiff and still in the damned cell!     I could remember the dream vivdly to the point were my body was having the reaction as I thought about it!

"I love you!l I sobbed.  "Nevermore!"

When I was going to get ready for the trial and the fight of my life!   I was finally appointed a public defender! A young guy, handsome looked like Trudy but male, yet feminine by the name of Chris!   I started to feel that damn reaction again!   Darn.  As I was trying to tell him the predicament I could not help that he had the same mannerisms as Trudy!

"Don't worry I get that allot!"   He said looking me in the eye and was giggling!   "So we are going with the insanity plee...." He said playing footsie! 

"Chris...." I said.   "Please don....."

"Don't what.... Like a handsome man as you!"  He said flirting with me!   Was he not  being professional at that moment.  He approached me and started kissing me!   I let him for I was lonely.  I never thought of my self as gay but it turned out that I wanted to be with him more then with Trudy! 

"I will help you, beautiful! He said.  "Just don't lose hope!"

A few days later before the trial I was giving some mail!  It was from Chris my public defender!

"Sweetie
I want to tell you first that the well take the insanity plee or for a lesser sentence you can admit that you did two of the murders, while I get you free!   That being said I find you and your soul beautiful.  I want I life for us I know your nearly 2 years my senior but you are too much with you intelligence and beautiful face!

Chris Mendeleev

Ps.  Can you kiss me one day!"

Well that was different but I had to keep my self sane some how!   I guess that all people desire the same things tender love and affection as well validation.  He was giving me that!

He finally was able to get me out on bail but I had no were to go but he suggested living with him!     The night of paid freedom, Chris and I made love, intense passionate love as the night went on.  Then he said that he did not only believe in me but was in love with me.   It was hard not to admit that he was lovable and beautiful!

"Kiss me Alfredo!  I want to make you happy!"  He murmured!  For once the monster that was tourmenting me was gone for I was not isolated to the point of insanity.   The wendigo was gone!   But my situation was not gone, it had not disappeared for fizzled!

But then the world the slurs that my father was saying were being played over and over again in my head!  Was i......