The death of my first love, still had disturbed me even to this day, even though I have moved to a different country, and I have yet to discover what joy is still I find that the memories of Trudy and her death were still enough for me to be disturbed from night to night! I was trying to get over the nightmares of her death, seeing her mango body and stuff that the wendigo Had left for me to discover I was still haunted. The haunting will continue for the rest of my life, as I've will always be in remorse for leaving her to stargaze when I should've been with her to protect her. That being said, I was not happy about the way. Things were going with my love life until I had seen Kim! As I was able to see, the hunting were still going on, but they were easing off just a bit, but then I ended up realizing I was hearing something I thought was at the back of my mind, but turned out to be nothing but the ghost of Trudy
As I want to love another woman, I find that I am jealous, but I'm also happy for you at the same time. I wish I could be happy for you, but I wish I could be with you at the same time my love. I am sorry that I had to go at this horrible Manner, but it was my time. When I realize that I still love you, I wanted to haunt you for the rest of your life, but I didn't know how to go about that knowing that you have a new love in your life. As I was going to go back to the spirit world, I found that I was realizing that I still was in love with you and I wanted to be with you still, however, how can I ghost!
That was when I had the dream of Trudy, dear Trudy looking like the lady of justice but more beautiful then ever! I held her in my arms and started to make love to her! This time I was (sort of) free to to relieve my self of the erotic dream!
"Trudy" I moaned in my sleep!
"What!" Said Kim waking up to this!
That was when I had to tell Kim about the lost love that was Trudy!
"Don't worry, she is dead now! At the hands of the wendigo....the same one that was killed by your shot!" I said. "She is not a threat"
"Ok"
We did not have an argument that morning! Instead I was showing the picture of Trudy in all her beauty to Kim! The picture I kept in my wallet! She was still beautiful in her judge's robs and I still wished that she with with me! That was when I decided to flip the picture over
Dearest Alfredo
Please keep me in your heart
Love always XOXO
Trudy
That was when i started to cry and sob on controllably! I wish she were still here! And things would be different!
That was when I feel pressure around my torso! It was Kim as she was hugging me as she too cried! That was the last time I saw of Trudy! Soon I was to forget about her, even thought no one pressured me to forget.....I decided to forget about her all together! Soon when I looked at the picture and not look at the back I was forgetting her forever! As if I had some form of traumatic dementia that blocked her memory!
With that "dementia " I had with Trudy and the reminder of her! I was able to move on with my life! New country and new relationship. Though I wish I could remember her sweet voice!
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Wendigo's Lament |book 1| ✔️
HorrorAlfred was a young but brilliant Métis criminal lawyer, who was conflicted with family and the love of his life a young judge named Trudy! When he decides to just let her visit the reservation! But he doesn't know that he will be tested when he is...
