Kyungsoo
Yesterday was one hell of a day!
It is such a big day for me; I've conquered my fear, and I've met someone who helped me to face my fear. His name is Kai, and I have to give back his sweatshirt that I used during the presentation.
But how am I suppose to find him here? There are a lot of students and I don't know his full name, or even if Kai is his real name. I don't know.
I met my parents after the rest room scene. We went to a restaurant to sort-of celebrate my performance. We headed home after.
I walk straight to my room and change to pyjamas. Until I realized that I'm still wearing the Kai's shirt here at home. My mother did not asked me about it either because I assume she is expecting that I will wear the polo shirt that she bought me.
I lay down on my bed with Kai's shirt on my hand. I stare at it for minutes until I felt my eyes heavy but before I drifted to sleep, I murmured "I'm gonna meet you again soon Kai."
The next morning I hesitate to go to school since we don't have to do much anymore. It is the time given for us to have time with our friends which unluckily I don't have any. So stayed at home until noon.
After lunch , I went to my room and decided to have my afternoon nap since I don't have anything to do.
I was about to lay on my bed when I noticed there is something under my pillow. I get it and see that it was Kai's shirt. It then sink in to me that I need to do give this back to him.
After 30 minutes, I was at school. I entered gate's pathway, observe the people and stand there for a while.
"How am I supposed to find him here?" I asked myself in frustration.
I walked to the places where people usually stay. I looked for him in the library, classrooms, cafeteria, hallways and in auditorium. Then, the surge of exhaustion came into me. My hands on my knees while gasping for air. I stayed for that position for a few minutes until I recover.
I really felt so helpless. I was walking to some place I don't know. I was really hopeless. I let my feet drag me somewhere. I ended up in my favorite place here in the campus. It is in the corner of our field with some trees shading the spot. I love to be here because it is far from the buildings of the school and there are few students who are wandering here. I have peace here. This is where I spend mostly my down time, reading books and listening to music.
It was nearly 4 in the afternoon, I sat down under one of the trees there. Due to the tiredness of finding him, I didn't realize I slept.
I woke up with a feeling that my body was being shaken. I sit up and see who woke me up. To my surprise, it is Kai. He smiled shyly and offers his hand. I take and stand up.
"I'm sorry I have to wake you up because it was already late," Kai said while walking beside me to the gate.
"It is alright. I'm glad you came or else I will spend the whole night there," I replied while looking at the ground, I can't face him because I feel my cheeks are red.
"Oh before I forgot," I handed him his shirt but face on the gtound still. "Thank you by the way," I added.
"No, it's alright. You can keep it. I know it has been part of one of your achievement," he stated.
"Thanks," I replied timidly because I don't know what to say anymore. I can feel that my face gets more red.
We continued to walk with comfortable silence. I noticed that his holding something but I can't figure it out because it is already dark. We stayed like that until we reach the gate.
I bid good bye to him because I really feel nervous whenever his there by my side. He bade also but I was shocked with his words.
"Bye Do Kyungsoo! See you again! It is nice watching you sleep." Then, he ran away to the other side of the street.
I did not know how I got home because I'm out of my mind. He said my name without me telling him and he said he did watched me sleeping. Arghhh. I think I'm gonna burst out of so much feels.
I headed straight to my bed, I did not bother eating dinner because my mind is so full with the thoughts of him.
I layed in my bed. I was wondering how he knew my name. Also, he means that he is just there watching me sleep.
I was distracted from my thoughts by a beep from my phone. I get it from my bag and look who texted me.
It is from an unknown number. I usually don't entertain the unknown numbers texting me, but I'm curious about the text so I give it a shot.
It said "You better sleep now Do Kyungsoo."
Whaaat? Who the hell is this? How did this person know I am still wide awake? How did he know my name?
I hesitantly typed my reply.
"Who is this?" I waited for a few minutes and the message from the unknown number popped up. I read it
"I am Kim Jongin" this text with a smiley face at the end.
"I don't know any person named Kim Jongin. So please stop if this is a scam. I am not in the mood to tolerate all this shiz," I replied again. I hoped it sounded mean and mad because I really am right now.
I waited for the reply for a few minutes and got nothing. Ha! It is just a scam. So I placed my phone on the side table and went back about thinking about Kai again. Aisshh.
Then a beep from my phone distracted me again. I read the message.
"I'm sorry. I am Kai."
Whaaat? It is Kai. How come he got my number? With that it boggles my mind so much for the rest of the night. I barely got a sleep because of him. Because of Kai.
Why did he do this to me? I ramble.
Kai
Kai
Kai
Kai
Kai
Aishh I have to stop this, I forced myself to get to sleep
