Crazy me

Dying

My world was nothing. Nothing but a pile of loss nothing but a pile of the useless person I was!
She and him and argh! I just wanted to die.
I know its not fair but they love you.
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE! I just wanted to scream at the world. To not exist. To fall asleep for eternity and dream of having him.
To be happy. Finally happy. But that was to good to be true. He was to good to be true. And her. That was the biggest problem. She knew. We were Bae, bacon and egg. And my egg has just back stabbed me. So he may have never liked me. Maybe he might of never liked me. THAT'S NO REASON EGG. I was dying inside and struggling to hide it.
I just wished she'd text back.

I sat there. Trying desperately not show the tears that were forcing their way through my eyes. I just smiled and tried to act like I didn't care. It wasn't working though. I kept on letting a tear slip and then Kieran would ask me what's wrong. Then he would ask me out again. And I didn't want to be mean and break his poor little heart by saying "the reason I'm not going out with you is because I love your friend who is going out with my friend." MY EGG! I still don't understand she wouldn't tell me if something like that happened right?
I just wanted to go home. I kept pushing the home button on my phone but I was still at school. Oliver kept coming up to me and telling me I should go out with Kieran but I didn't want to. It hurt to much.
Maybe going out with him would stop the hurting?
Maybe. But it hurt to much to think of some else. But I knew the truth that we would never be. I told myself it. I said it a thousand times.
WHY EGG?! MY BAE BETRAYED ME!!!
And I was dying. Dying......