Memories

5

Emily P.O.V 

I see him sleeping like an angel, so I left him to sleep. The house was peaceful because I didn't have to worry about my mother at all since, she is nothing but bipolar bitch who gets on my nerve for being a mistake in her life. I was cleaning the house while I stumble on a piece of paper where I picked it up. I open the door seeing that it was a DNA paper containing information about Tucker and Tristian. 

It shows that the alleles match Tristian. I couldn't believe that Tristian realized that Tucker is his son. How could he? Why would he get a DNA when he could ask me. As I contemplate about these results, I begin to ask myself if he already told Tucker that he is his father.  I wanted to know, so I went into my bedroom waking him up asking why he tested Tucker. He got up confused himself wondering why I told him that Tucker's was his child. 

''I didn't know how to reach you; let alone you don't look like the type who wanted a kid.'' I knew I was saving Tucker from pain just in case he didn't want him to be his life. I can tell Tristian is angry with me because I should have let him know that he is the father of that wonderful boy. Tristian begins to rant saying that it was not my decision to deprive him of one when it comes to Tucker. I had to justify my decision when I found out that I was pregnant without knowing his name let alone remembering where he lived. 

''I love that boy so much.'' Tristian seems sincere and he doesn't want part away from Tucker. I couldn't part him from his son after he got to know him. I knew eventually he would love him just as much I love him. I knew I needed to let Tristian to cool off before this gets worse, so I left the room to make sure I don't flip out. Tristian follows me asking me if we are going to let Tucker know that he is his father. I turned around telling him that Tucker needs to know that his father has been right here all this time. Tucker came out hearing everything Tristian and I was fighting about. 

''Mommy is this true that Tristian is my daddy?'' Tucker demands for the answer because he never hear me ever mention his father for a really long time. I had no choice to let him know that Tristian is his father. Tucker was so mad because he wishes I trusted him with the truth, so he ran back into his room. Tristian follows him to speak to him that he didn't know until he got closer to him and mommy. 

He wasn't mad at Tristian, but he was mad at me for lying to him. He has been asking me for his father and now he has his father right here in his arms. I overheard the conversation through the door knowing I broke my baby's heart all because of my selfish reasons. I'm happy Tristian was here to be the father he needs in his life. I realize Tucker needs his father no matter how hard I make him feel that he doesn't need his father.

I had to get ready for my competition where today is the short program. I didn't want Tucker to be mad at me forever, so I went inside of the room telling Tucker that I would love for his support at the competition today. Tucker turns around saying that his dad and him are going to support his mommy, but that doesn't mean he forgives me. ''I can take that.'' I knew Tucker will understand one day when he is older. Tristian let Tucker get dressed as he follows me to talk about some things when it comes to Tucker. 

''Tristian it's enough that my son might hate me all because I didn't mention that he has a father.'' I don't want to talk to him after all I shouldn't be mad because I was the one who kept him from knowing his son in the sense of father and son. Tristian knew to not mess with him, especially when I'm getting ready to skate my whole heart. Tristian went downstairs to get some stuff situated before it was time for us to depart. We got dressed, so we are on our way to the car leaving to get to the rink. Tristian plays classical music in the car as it remains silent in the car because Tucker didn't want to be in the middle of our strife. I got out of the car to get myself ready before I made my debut back again. I will make sure I remind myself that I have a place here no matter what they say. 

Tristian and Tucker came inside to find seats to watch me skate my whole heart as I think of Tucker and what we have been through together. While I was thinking of Tucker, Tristian was running through the back of my mind. I knew I was falling in love with Tristian for being himself, he was so caring and sweet even knowing I'm bipolar. He finds way to help me through my illness instead of controlling me or running away from the moment he sees me at my lowest. 

I went on that ice skating thinking about them and how much I loved them. I don't think I could ever replace what I have. Not a lot of people have what I have, and I want to make sure I can cherish as much I have it in my life. As they call my name to get on that ice I begin to get in my position as they play the classical music, I love dancing to. I was done skating, so I was on my way back to the locker room. Tristian and Tucker were waiting for me at the locker room as they congratulate me for skating. 

''Thanks.'' I smiled. 

''There is something I need to say.'' I needed his attention. His eyes were on mine as I speak telling him that I love him. I love how he is supportive, and he didn't run away when I was insane. He still wanted to be with me even though there are days I may be down and some days I may be high. He loves without fault, and this is someone I need in my life including Tucker's.'' Tristian didn't let me finish saying I love him before he kisses me. Tucker was saying eww because he saw his parents kiss right in front of him for the first time. 

''Marry me?'' I couldn't believe he wanted to marry me. They call me back for the results where I score really high. I knew I needed to score really high on my long program which will place me into sectionals. I was ready to get back on my game to show the world that Emily didn't disappear, but she is making a comeback.  I turn to Tristian telling him that I will marry him because he means the world to me. We pick up Tucker giving him kisses on his cheek, then we stare at each other as we lean in kissing one another. 

This was the beginning of our love story.