Felix Pov
Love.
A feeling that either builds a relationship or destroys a friendship.It forms hatred but also grows an unbreakable bond.
Love is something so beautiful that many of us crave but also fear, and that's what I've been feeling throughout the week.
Knowing what I actually feel for hyunjin scares me.
Being inlove or rather falling in love is something I'm not familiar with, it's something I fear I'm not capable of feeling.
To be loved or being in love.
Am I capable of those?
Do I have the right to experience those?
Is it truly okay to want feel those?
My questions won't ever be answered right now but I know what my heart feels.
It beats differently whenever I'm around him.
It speed's up whenever his close, it aches whenever he is far, it melts whenever he is affectionate, flutters when he speaks and shatters whenever he is down.
My heart beats differently with him then it does with others, and that's how I know that this strange feeling is what many feel when they are in love.
"Earth to sunshine, the lesson's over and I'm pretty sure you don't want to sleep in this class tonight." Hyunjin say's snapping me out of my thoughts.
I blink a couple of times before packing my things and grabbing my bag.
"You wanna head over to the café so we can continue working on our history project?" He asked as we walk out the classroom.
We've been working a lot on our assignment lately and we'll pretty much be done with our research before our exams, which will only leave us with our power point presentation that will provide evidence that we had physically visited the site.
Right now history is not my worry but the immense pondering my heart feels.
Why is love so deadly yet beautiful?
I sigh at the thought as hyunjin and I leave the classroom as we walk through the peaceful corridor.
Probably a lot peaceful then usual due to physics and chemistry students writing their theoretical test.
It was truly amazing not having to squeeze past students or deal with the tremendous noise coming from jocks, fangirls and every other individual in the corridors.
The quiet kept peace and the peace brought me easiness.
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Making it towards skzoo café, hyunjin and I sat at our usual table, which was in a nice comfy corner far from the entrance but closer to the till.
It was perfect as we wouldn't get disturbed by customers getting in or out of the café or stupid hyunjin fangirl clubs wanting to take pictures with hyunjin.
I didn't mind at first but it got annoying how they'd try to flirt or hook up with him.
No I was not jealous but rather irrated on how the girls would not let us work in peace.
Taking out my notes, hyunjin continued on to where we had left off.
Ofcourse with me pointing out information to include in our power point and hyunjin simply typing it down on his laptop.
It's simple, I highlight important points while he'll sum it down into to simpler words.
We both agreed that one would sum up the notes while the other would create the power point, which would be me.
