Hyunjin Pov
Felix hasn't spoken to me since the night he slept over.
Which has been over a 2 weeks now.
We'd long presented our project earlier this week but after that he just stopped communicating with me or any of other friends.
He stopped hanging out at lunch with us and seemed to grow more and more distant.
It was just strange...
Did he suddenly began to dislike us?
Did I do or say something wrong?
Did his dad mess with his head to stop hanging out with us?
The mere thought of his dad makes me both upset and worried.
The thought of him getting hurt by the man he's supposed to call a father sickens me.
I'm just hoping he isn't bottling up his pain from us again.
"When last did you guys talk to lix?" I ask the group as we all sat down in the cafeteria.
Jisung shrugs, "I tried last week but he completely blew me off."
"He stopped answering my text and calls." Chan says.
"He literally walked past me this morning when I tried greeting him." Jeongin says with a frown.
The table falls into exasperated sighs and frowns.
It was really strange of felix to act this way.
Normally he'd always be a loud ball of sunshine, practically hugging everyone in sight but it seems the light in him has begun fade.
Yet none of us knew how or why and even if we wanted to help he'd constantly shut us out.
"Maybe he just needs his space."Minho suggests as we all look at him.
"But for how long?" Changbin questions.
"As much as he needs to." Minho says as Seungmin agrees with him.
"If he isn't ready to talk to anyone of us about it right now then we should give him the time and space he needs but also assure him that if he ever needs someone to talk or someone who'll listen, we'll be there for him." Seungmin says as everyone agrees.
"Seungmin and Minho are right, we should give him the space he needs but still let him know we care about him." I say.
"It's the best option for now." Chan states.
We all agree and somewhat try to enjoy whatever is left of lunch, although there isn't much to enjoy.
Not with the missing presence of our sunshine.
It feels odd without the constant bickering he'd have with Jisung or the silly tiktok dances he'd teach Changbin.
How him and Seungmin would converse on LOL(League of legends) or how him and Jeongin would argue on Felix was still bronze.
How him and Chan would have deep yet meaningful conversation and how Minho would claim as he's fourth cat.
The table really felt gloomy without him... I feel gloomy without him to the point my heart hurts.
My heart hurts...?
It's a strange... I've never felt this way.
Missing someone is normal but why does it feel strange missing Felix?
Why does my chest physically hurt from this?
My eyebrows furrow as I try to ponder what this feeling is, cause it's surely stronger then simply missing someone.
