Vision Of Blood

Chapter 15

-SILAS POV-

After the whole trying to cheer Camila up thing i took her home to Alexei.

Now im back in my office with Dante and Ramiro. I let out a deep sigh.

"Where the fuck is this bitch.." Dante mutters. I look over at him, thinking for a moment.

"Probably hiding..?" I say. Ramiro looks over at me a nods. "Definitely hiding, theres no trace of her."

I close my eyes and sigh deeply. "I'm too lazy to deal with all of this.."

Dante snaps his head at me, narrowing his eyes. "To lazy to find the woman who is the reason of you almost dying..?"

I roll my eyes. "Yes..? What the fuck else."

Ramiro sighs. "Mi amor.."

I hold a hand up, Ramiro and Dante pause.

I fix my sleeve on my button up, shaking my head. "I think we should save this for another time.. I'm exhausted and I just want to lay in bed right now."

"Old Silas would've been slitting throats right now.." Dante mutters.

I glare. "The fuck is that supposed to mean..?"

Dante shrugs. "Just saying. You got older and now you're boring like a grandma."

I scoff. "Says the one who's back hurts everytime he bends down.."

Dante gasps. "We don't talk about that."

Ramiro chuckles softly, looking over at me with a soft smile. "Mi amor, let's go home and rest up okay?"

I nod in agreement, looking over at Dante and rolling my eyes. "And for the record, old Silas isn't coming back, she never will."

At least.. that's what I told myself.

-A FEW DAYS LATER-

I sit with Saint in his room as he shows me some drawings.

I smile softly when I see a small drawling of a rose. "Where'd you learn to draw like this baby?" I questioned.

Saint grins widely. "Auntie lia.."

I shake my head with a small smile, Ramiro walks into the room and my smile falls slightly.

Me and him have been arguing a lot more lately and me and Ramiro never argued this much before, the arguments have honestly been about meaningless stuff especially with me since i always have to be right and Ramiro with the trying to prove his point.

Ramiro looks at me and his eyes change, I look away as i feel my heart clench. I saw the way his eyes changed when he looked over at me
I don't like it.

"Hey saint..? Can you leave the room and check on shadow?" Ramiro asks with a smile. Saint jumps out of my arms with a grin and a nod before running out of the room. I sigh and look at Ramiro.

"Come on Silas these arguments have got to stop.." Ramiro mumbles. I mentally roll my eyes when he doesn't call me 'mi amor'

"Ive tried to work it out with you Ramiro but you're being so damn stubborn." I mutter as i stand up, dusting off my pants. Ramiro narrows his eyes. "Me..? I'm the one being stubborn don't give me that shit silas." Ramiro spits out.

I turn to him and glare. "Watch your fucking tone when you speak to me, just because we are having a rough patch right now doesn't mean that you cant respect me any less as you were a couple of days ago."

He immediately stays silent, letting me know that he owned up this time to the mistake.

"Look Ramiro.." I start as i walk up to him. "I don't know what's going on between us but we need to work this out."

"Then stop being so.." Ramiro starts. I furrow my eyebrows "So what? Ramiro spit it out" I push.

His jaw clenches. "So rude and annoying, you always have to be right when you're not always gonna be right and you cant seem to get that through your fucking head, Silas," he snaps.

"Ive owned up to them Ramiro! Obviously I know im not always gonna be right but you have to understand that it's like a fucking immediate impulse for me to defend my point." I bite back. He scoffs and shakes his head.

I stay quiet, i look away and close my eyes as I take a deep breath. I glance back at Ramiro for a moment. "Look if we cant work this out then this is just pathetic of us, imagine us with different arguments and situations Ramiro.. this is nothing and we still go at each-others throats." I say.

Ramiro stays quiet for what seems like forever, he looks back at me and gives me a soft look. "Then maybe we should take a break, Silas.."

My heart sinks as soon as those words leave his mouth, Anything but this could be happening right now. "What..?" I say quietly.

He walks up to me, cupping my face and i look away but he forces me to look at him. His brown eyes meeting my green ones. he sighs "I love you more than anything Silas.. but maybe we just need a break." He caresses my cheek.

"We can talk this out Ramiro.. i dont want a break i don't need a break especially from you.." my voice breaks slightly.

Ramiro closes his eyes, putting his hand behind my head and forcing my face to his chest. He caresses my hair. "Silas.. it's for the best, im sorry.." he says before backing away from me, he gives me one last look before turning around the only thing he says before he leaves the room is. "I'll be sleeping in the guest room or saint doesn't suspect anything.." with that he leaves.

My heart breaks, I look at the wall still in shock. I swallow my tears back and sniffle, i shake my head.

Come on Silas dont be pathetic.. it's only a break..

Right.?

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This is a very short chapter guys i really apologize but im going to get to writing the next one as soon as i post this one.

I LOVE YOU GUYSSSSS (dont kill me they are gonna be alright)