Obsessed

Jaxon

I instantly felt my heart racing at what Millie said about me. Is she faking it all though? Or does she mean it?

"You sure it's not cause of his money Millie?" I then broke out of thoughts hearing my father's voice. God, I hate him. My father has never liked me and was always hard on me. Now it's like he's trying to ruin a relationship I'm not even actually in.

"Why would I be with someone because of their money?" Millie then questioned.

"Well, some girls are like that and I want what's best for my son" he said. Always what he says 'I'm hard on you son because I want what is best for you' it's what he always says.

"Well yes I understand that but everything I have said to you came from not just the bottom but my whole entire heart" she said causing me to smile at her.

My father looked at me "I like her" he said with a smile. I then looked over at Millie to see her smiling.

Of course he would like Millie. There's nothing to not like about her. She's so charismatic, kind, and so fucking gorgeous. There's nothing to hate. If anyone ever says other wise it's just cause they're jealous of her beauty. The beauty she has and they don't.

"Of course you do" I said looking over at Millie smirking as I could see her cheeks tinted a light pink color which made my smirk grow. I then bent down and whispered into her ear "you're cute when you blush" and her cheeks grew redder as I chuckled.

She snapped her head looking at me as I heard my mom let out a chuckle "you guys are so adorable" she then said smiling. "Oh right, before I forget get Chase me and your father will be gone for a couple of weeks" she said.

I looked over at her "why?" I asked.

"It's our honey moon tomorrow and your father's taking me someplace special. He wont tell me where though" she said as she glared at my dad causing Millie to chuckle.

***

"addio mio bellissimo figlio" (goodbye my handsome son" my mom said to me as she hugged me "mi mancherai" (I'm going to miss you) .

"mi mancherai anche tu, mamma" (ill miss you too ma" I then said hugging her back.

"Goodbye sweetheart" my mom then said walking over to Millie hugging her "please take good care of my son and don't hurt him" she then said.

Millie wrapped her hands around my mom "I promise I won't" she then said and my heart melted at those words. But she's probably only saying that because it is all an act. One thing I know for sure is Millie is good with acting, she used to be in school plays and fuck she was so good.

"Want something to eat?" I then heard Millie's sweet voice say snapping me out of my thoughts.

"No" I grumbled as I walked away. Fuck. I hate this when I'm around her I want to be nice but I can't. I want Millie to be mine but I'm also scared for her to be mine. I have one too many enemies and anything bad could happen to her if they find out who I am.

I just need to get her off my mind. So I went over up the stairs as I walked to my office and grabbed my computer. I just need to distract myself with work. Lots of work and I won't think about her anymore. Hopefully.

***

It has been hours since I was in here doing my work. It is now 5:30 which means the maids will be ready with dinner soon and I'll have to face Millie. It's not that I don't want to see her, cause I do want to I just don't think it's right for us to be together anymore now that I do have her.

I got pulled out of my thoughts as I heard a light knock on the door and I let out a rough 'come in' and the door opened as Millie stood there staring at me. "What is it?" I asked.

"U-uhm dinner is r-ready" she said and I stood up walking down the stairs with her. She's scared of me. That's not what I want is for her to be scared, but things have changed about me over the years she last saw me.

Hell I changed so much she doesn't even recognize me, but she knows the Jaxon Knight me from high school. But I'm not that loser anymore now I'm Jaxon Knight the most feared and unknown mafia boss ever.

Sometimes I see kids from my school that I graduated with wondering if I'll kill them because they know me. Just don't know my new face. I've changed.

I used to be really skinny as a kid and always had baggy clothes, my parents were rich I just loved baggy clothes. I had glasses and braces and every fucking day kids-.

"Chase" I then heard Millie say making me snap my head up to her "are you okay?" She asked concerningly.

"Why do you care?" I said harshly. Fuck. I didn't mean that. I looked at Millie with an expressionless face but on the inside I'm hurting as I see her sad face. She notices me looking and tries to cover it but I know I hurt her.

I don't know how I could have hurt her it's not like she'd like me anyways. I fucking kidnapped her and I'm keeping her against her will. Why would someone like their kidnapper? I'd be stupid to think Millie would ever like me after what I have done to her.

I looked back at Millie to see her fiddling with her hands until the maids came setting the food out on the table and her face lit up "woah" she said. There was steak and cut potatoes with green pepper and onions. "It smells delicious thank you" she said to Carson, the chef that works here for us.

He started here when he was in his mid 20s and now he is in his late 60s. He is our most trusted worker here since we've had him for so long. Was working in this house way before I was even born.

"Your welcome miss, it's my pleasure" he said smiling taking me out of my thoughts once again. God I have to stop thinking so much. 

"Please call me Millie" she said as he smiled and nodded.

"Okay Mis-Millie" he said smiling and walking away. I watched Millie as she took the steak she wanted and a spoon full of the pats toes and then she looked over at me as I grabbed my food.

If only I knew how hard it would be to push her away.