Obsessed

Millie

"Father please" I cried out as he slapped me across the face.

"You disgraceful daughter, you brought nothing on this family but shame, not even Jaxon fucking Knight wanted you" he said and that stung my heart. My eyes brimmed with tears.

"Father, please don't hurt me" I cried and he he just laughed when I said that.

"Hurt you? What the fuck did I say? If you ruin this deal you're going to be practically dead you filthy whore" he yelled.

"Father, I really I felt sick I feel like I was going to puke I didn't want to-" I got cut off by my father applying a hard pressure onto my stab wound in my leg as I screamed in pain.

Oh god, what do I do? I couldn't tell Jaxon what my father really did, like he'd believe me anyways, but what if he said something to my father? I'd really get it but now my father wants me close to death.

I don't know what I'm going to, I will never be saved. Jaxon doesn't want me do he won't come, even though I have so much hope one day I will see him come through those doors I know that it won't happen. He looked so hurt when he thought I betrayed him.

I wouldn't blame him if he wanted nothing to do with me, I'm a mess. I'm just a big mess. "Millie" my father then said snapping me out my thoughts.

"Y-yes father?" I asked him as an evil smile laid across his face.

"I haven't had my fun in a while, I think it's my turn" as soon as he said that my face flashed with fear. Oh no.

He grabbed a knife as he cut the rope off the chair, he then started to unbuckle his belt and I stood up trying to get far from him but it was no use I was trapped here.

He walked over to me with an evil smile plastered on his face as he took his pants off and the his boxers. He then came to me grabbing me by the throat as he choked me.

"Stay still okay? It'll hurt less if you don't fight back" he said spitting at me as he let go of my throat as I breathed heavily catching my breath back. He then pulled off the dress and then forced me to lay on the cold cement ground.

He forced my to part my lips when he ripped my underwear off and soon after stuck his dick in me. The tears brimmed my eyes as he fucked me.

I could hear him groaning at his pleasure "fuck, I missed this" he then said to causing the tears to roll down my cheeks as I turned my head not looking at him.

He then grabbed my face harshly forcing me to look at him "you keep your eyes on me, understand?" He said.

"Y yes" I said when he gave me the look "y-yes daddy" I said and he smirked at me evilly.

"Good girl" he said as he then started to pound faster inside of me and I felt numb, so fucking numb. He then pulled out as he released his cum all over my stomach.

He then got up putting his clothes back and leaving the room as I just laid here feeling so worthless and used.

Tears started pouring out of my eyes as I laid here crying, the tears wouldn't stop, it's now getting to me. Everything that's happened today and how I will never be saved.

This is so tiring having this happen. Constantly having man after man after man fucking me. I'm all used up and even if I did one day find Jaxon he's not going to want me. Just like my father said 'you're a filthy whore, no man will ever want you. Look at how used you are you pig" My father's words ringing in my head.

I am gonna have to go through this until the day I die. I can't do it anymore, I can't suffer. I suffered for way too long and I just can't take it anymore. I know I'm weak, but I can't do it.

I walked over to the cart of my fathers 'tools' he used on me as I took his knife cutting a deep slit onto both my wrists. I then went and sat onto the chair. I didn't feel anything at first. I just sat here as I waited for something.

Is it not deep enough? No it's has to be. The blood is dripping fast it has to be deep.

After a few minutes I started feeling dizzy, so I guess this is it. The day I die. I'm so sorry mom I tried to fight it, I just couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't take it anymore mom. I'm so so sorry.

Mom I love you so much, I know you can't here me or anything but I do I just had to I hope you understand.

My head feels so heavy and I'm tired. Really tired and I just need to go to sleep for a little bit and I'll be fine.

My eyes got heavier and heavier until it all went black

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It's dark, I don't know where I am. "Millie, why did you hurt me? Why did you betray me?" I heard Jaxon's voice.

"I didn't betray you" I yelled as tears fell from my face.

"You did though" he said and I then saw a light. It was Jaxon in the light. I ran to him but he looked mad, furious really. "You betrayed me and I will never forgive you for that" he said.

"No please, my father he hurts me a lot and he lied" I cried to him.

He evilly laughed, a laugh I never heard before from him "yea right, is this some other plant to betray me? You filthy bitch" he said and I cried.

"No, I love you" I then said grabbing his arm.

He shook me off his arm pushing me, but when he pushed me another pair of arms caught me. No. It was my fathers "come on sweetie, let's go" he said.

"No" I said and my father got angry as he gripped my arm dragging me away as I pulled back and cried "please no" I cried out.

"You're going to die" he then said and then everything disappeared and I was alone.