Obsessed

Millie

I can't believe what just happened a few minutes ago. Me and Chase kissed, I gave Chase my very first kiss. I touched my lips as I thought about it.  I never kissed anybody before so it was all new to me but my god that kiss was... powerful.

I can't stop thinking about it. I know it was 'just a kiss' but to me it was more than that. It felt unreal and for once I felt safe. I know it's weird feeling safe over a kiss.

With me though, if a guy were to just graze my hand or be too close to me I'd have a panic attack. Chase is the first guy who could get so close to me without having a panic attack.

The reason I had one earlier when he was about to kiss me was because thoughts of my father came flooding in.

After he ran off I felt so upset and sad. It was just thoughts of what he called me before came up. What if Chase hated the kiss though?

What if my father was right? What if I really am just a useless piece of shit? What if no one really can't love me?

I can't fall for Chase, I know I'll get hurt by him I just know it. He's probably going to use me like my father did.

"What's wrong, baby?" I heard Chase say snapping me out my thoughts. My heart pinged when he called me 'baby' and I couldn't help but smile.

"Nothing" I said to him he the cane and sat down on the bed next to me.

"Wanna watch a movie?" He asked softly and I smiled nodding my head "words Millie" he whispered.

"I'd love to" I said, maybe chase does think I'm enough?

I got comfortable laying down as chase laid between my legs and I started to play with his hair, I grabbed the remote putting on the movie My Fault.

Let me just say Nick and Noah, I ship. I've seen this movie so many times since it came out it's just so good.

"You like romance huh?" Chase asked snapping me out my thoughts.

"Yea, I do" I said to him.

"Maybe our romance can be made into a movie" he said with a chuckle and I blushed. Does that mean he admits he falling in love with me? Or I'm delusional.

"Maybe" I said chuckling as well.

"Right, before I forget in a few days we're going back home" he said.

I honestly want to stay a bit longer "okay" I said to him softly as he turned around wrapping his arms around me as I played with his hair.

A few minutes later he ended up falling asleep on me as I watched the movie. My eyes started to get heavy as I then fell asleep.

***

"Awww look" I then heard a voice say but I kept my eyes shut too tired to open them "Giovanni, their so adorable" I heard a familiar voice as I forced my eyes open looking to see Chases parents standing there.

"Oh dear I'm sorry, did I wake you?" She asked I shook my head tiredly. "Okay sweetie, here we will leave sorry" she said.

"You're good" I said. I then looked down to see Chase lying there peacefully sleeping. I smiled at him seeing this is the first time I've ever seen him look so relaxed. He always seems so tenses and stressed.

"Oh by the way dear, dinner is ready" his mom said as I looked at the time to see it was 7:30. Damn, we were asleep for a long time.

"Okay thank you" I then said to Alessia as she smiled as she turned around shutting the door and walking away.

I then rubbed Chases hair "wake up sleepy head" o said softly as he groaned.

"5 more minutes please" he said tiredly as I chuckled.

"But dinner is ready" I said.

"What time is it?" he asked his eyes still shut.

"It's currently 7:32" I said as he shot up.

"What? How is it so late already?" He asked.

"I don't know" I said as he got up off me and I got up after as we interlocked fingers walking down the stairs.

His parents were already sitting at the table when Chase pulled a seat out for me as I sat down and he then sat down next to me.

"You guys are so cute, aren't they cute?" She then asked looking at Chases dad.

"Yes Mia Amore" he said to her with a soft smile.

The maids then came out with the food setting it down onto the table. There was French toast which I don't mind having for dinner, but I grabbed a couple putting syrup on it and cutting it up as Chase did the same.

Then all of a sudden he put his hand on my thigh under the table causing me to blush. He then brought his hand higher causing me to feel all tingly down there.

I was wearing just a dress so he could easily touch me. Oh god. What do I do?

Then all of sudden his hand was under my dress so close to my, well you know. What do I do? Oh no, oh god. I'm nervous. Him touching me makes me nervous.

Now if he touched me there I don't what to do. Then I felt a sudden feeling and I shot my eyes at Chase as I could see his smirk. He wasn't touching my pussy but he was rubbing circles right next to it.

I felt the desperate need for him to touch me as I moved my hips but he just chuckled at me and didn't touch me.

Then my mind came to the remembrance that his parents are across from us, "are you okay sweetie?" His mother's voice snapped me out of my desperateness.

Great. "Y-yes ma'am I'm f-fine" I said.

"Okay sweetie, and please call me Alessia" she said as I gave her a smile taking a bite of my food.

Then I suddenly felt a pleasurable feeling and I had to bite my lip causing me from moaning right here.

Oh god.