Obsessed

Millie

After Chase left the bathroom I stood there for a couple minutes dumbstruck thinking about the words he just said to me. What does he mean he won't be able to stop himself?

I'm so confused right now. I look into the mirror to see my bright red face and I walk to the sink as I splash water on it. I then walk out the bathroom to see Chase in bed with no shirt on.

Damn he looks se- Millie shut it.

I walk over to the bed as I lie down. I don't feel tired so I grab the remote and put on the movie Purple Hearts. This has been a movie I've been wanting to watch and now I have time to watch it.

I then look to see Chase on his phone so I pause the movie before anything could start ""c-can we w-watch this m-movie together p-please?" I then ask him.

He then turns his phone of setting it down and turning the lamp off on his side.

As we're laying here watching the movie I can't help but find no way to get comfortable. I then decide to rest my head on Chase's chest and put my leg over his wrapping an arm around him.

I could feel Chase tense up when I wrap around him but he instantly stops as he puts him arm around me gently rubbing my back. He then kissed the top of my head and I was a tomato.

I felt my eyes getting heavy as I fought them to stay open so I could finish watching this movie "if your tired go to bed love" I then hear Chase whisper.

"But I want to finish the movie" I tiredly said.

"Can rewatch it tomorrow" he then said.

"But I want to watch it" I stopped as my eyes shut and no longer had energy for anything but sleep.

***

It's not morning and that was the best sleep ever. For once I didn't wake up because of a nightmare, I had a peaceful sleep.

Was it because of Chase? It can't be, can it? No that's not possible.Whatever. I need to stop these thoughts right now.

I sat up getting out of bed to see Chase already gone. I looked at my phone to see it is 12:34. How is it so late? I've never been able to sleep up past 5 in the morning. I'd always wake up to a nightmare and then stay up without being able to fall back asleep.

I walked over to the bathroom as j shut the door behind me going to the toilet doing my business. I finished flushing the toilet and washing my hands. I grab my toothbrush and put some water on it as I put toothpaste on brushing my teeth.

I started to brush my teeth when all of a sudden I heard a loud crash. I spit the toothpaste out as I ran down the stairs to see a vase broken.

I looked up to see one of the maids standing there with fear "I-I'm s-so s-sorry" she stuttered out looking at me.

"What the fuck was that?" I then heard Chase yell as he came up behind me seeing the broken vase and the scared maid.

She got down on her knees "s-sir I-I'm so s-sorry" she said.

I walked over to her when she flinched as I kneeled down grabbing her "hey it's okay, no need to be scared we won't hurt you" I said rubbing her back as she looked up at me with tears falling from her eyes.

She then embraced me into a hug "thank you" she whispered.

"Of course" I then looked at Chase "Chase, can she take the day off please? I think the poor girl needs it" I said softly and back at her to see fear again.

I furrowed my brows at her in confusion. "Yes" I then heard him say behind me and her eyes widened with shock.

"T-thank you sir" she said and then looked at me and smiled "thank you Miss" she said as she embraced me into yet another hug.

"Of course" I said hugging her back.

We then started walking outside as I walked her to her car "will you be okay driving home?" I asked her worried.

"Y-yes thank you" she said and I smiled and waved as she pulled out the driveway. I turned back around as I walked inside the house. Chase was still standing there so I went over and grabbed the broken pieces of glass.

"Millie" I then heard his rough voice say "let one of the maids do it" he then said.

"No it's fine" I said but just with my luck I ended up cutting my palm with a piece of glass.

Chase rushed over to me grabbing my hand "see I told you, let the maids take care of it" he said with worry in his eyes but then it quickly faded.

I got up and he took me up the stairs to our rooms bathroom. He sat me into the countertop again as he is now cleaning my cut.

Just like last tight, when I cleaned his stab wound "how's your wound?" I then blurted out asking him.

He looked up at me and back at my hand "fine" he grumbled.

Why is he always so mad?

"This will sting" he now warned me as he put the alcohol wipe to the cut and I couldn't feel the sting. Then it brought back the memories, the memories where my father would cut me with glass or a knife and I'd always used the alcohol to clean it.

Now, I don't feel it when I use the alcohol I'm so used to using it every day of my childhood. I don't have any good memories with my father. Except for when my mother was around and he faked the live he had for me.

He was disgusting though and my mom didn't know the things he did to me. My father always told me I'm a mistake and nobody will ever love me and he's right. Only my mom loves me and my best friend Maisie love me.

I've never dated a guy, because of my father I've always been to scared and whenever a guy touched me it would bring up my anxiety. But then my body doesn't freak out when Chase touches me.

Which is weird. That's never happened now I think if it-

"Millie" I then heard Chase say snapping me out of my thoughts "are you okay?" He asked. I nodded my head "words Millie" he then said.

"Y-yes I'm fine. S-sorry I lost t-train of thought" I said mentally slapping myself for stuttering. He then put his hand on my cheek wiping away a tear I didn't know was there.

"You sure? You just spaced out and then started crying Millie" he said worriedly.

"Y-yes I'm sure" I said and my heart beat then started to pick up as Chase leaned in. Oh god. I'm about to have my first kiss. Oh no. Oh no.

I then shut my eyes as I balled my fist and I could feel my breathing heavy. No, now I'm having a panic attack.