She was a mess with a beautiful body
When her dad left she found a razor
Now her body's a mess too…
The boys all think she's gorgeous
Every girl hates her because of her beauty
But she only sees the mess
Not the beauty or the things everyone else sees
She's blamed for her dad leaving
So now she drinks too…
She arrives at school late
Getting the "Bad Girl" image
Her mom abuses her now
So she does drugs now too…
The school just thinks she's troubled
But they don't see her scars
The blood stained sweater sleeves
Or makeup stained sleeve cuffs
They just smell the whiskey
And the smoke from pot and cigarettes
The boys love her
All girls hate her
She always has headphones in
Bad grades and detention most days
Skipping school when she pleases
Drinking between classes
Smoking after classes
Cutting during "bathroom" breaks
Crying as she walks home alone
Her mom now refuses to buy her things
So she now shoplifts for food too…
Steeling food, clothes, and everything she needs
Boys try to get in her pants
Girls try to ruin her reputation
When her mom kicked her out for having to bail her out
She drank a bottle of whiskey
Smoked some cigarettes and pot
Sliced her thighs from knees to waist
Stripped to her bra and underwear
People gathered around her yelling
She took another drink of whiskey
Everyone screeming get down
Some yelling jump
She climbed up on the railing for the bridge
The tides coming in harsh
Blood flowing down her
Some guys looked at her ass and boobs
Girls smiling that she's leaving
She looked down at the big waves
Took another drink and dropped the bottle on the cement
She turned and looked at everyone
Spread her arms out like angel wings
Closed her eyes and fell into the water
The waves quickly took her down
Everyone gasped and ran over to the railing
When her body was found it was said she carved
"This world isn't for me"
On one thigh and
"At least I'll be pretty to God"
On the other
