I'm lost inside myself.
Searching for the girl I used to be.
The girl who laughed and smiled.
She never pretended she was happy.
But she's lost.
Lost in my demons.
They've hidden her.
And they've replaced her with a sad girl.
A girl who cries for no reason.
And a girl who doesn't even know why she's sad.
My demons are consuming me.
From the inside out.
Soon I'll just be full sadness.
I laugh to cover my sorrow.
I smile to cover the fact that I'm dying inside.
My body always hurts.
I just want to lay in bed and watch Netflix.
But my mom says:
"Get out of bed! You'll be happier!"
I'm not.
I'm miserable.
If only they could see.
But they can't.
I'm being controlled by my demons.
And there's nothing I can do....
